Hiccups- Louis Tomlinson

News pt.2

"Mrs. Tomlinson, I'm sorry to inform you but you have had a miscarriage." He says and tears just flowed. I sobbed into my hands and I felt Louis' arms around around me as I cried into his should. "I am so sorry." He said and left.

"Shh, it's okay." Louis said his voice cracking. I know he's crying as well. I wrap my arms around my stomach embracing what once was my baby. I was literally shaking from my cries. I cry into Lou's shoulder wetting his shirt and I can feel tears drop into my hair. I know he's trying stay strong for me.

We left the hospital and I went straight up into mine and Lou's room. I got underneath the covers and curled into a little ball and cried more.

Louis' POV

We got inside and Liam came up to me. He tried to say hey to Emma but she went off upstairs.

"Hey man, what's wrong is everything alright?" Liam asked. I didn't care anymore. I don't care if I am a man and men are suppose to be strong. But I fucking lost a child you would cry too. I let my tears fall and sat down on the sofa.

"She, she miscarried." I said voice barely audible.

"Lou, man I'm so sorry." Liam pulled into a hug.

"How am I going to tell the kids about this?" I asked.

"Do you want me to do it?" He asked.

"No, I need to." I said sadly. Liam left and I checked on Emma. She was laying on our bed in the fetus position her hand wrapped protectively around her stomach that once carried a baby. I gently pulled the duvet over her shivering body and left. I stayed on the couch until I heard footsteps come down the steps. I look over and see Emily and Will.

"Hey Louis." She said and Will came and snuggled up to me. Something he likes to do when he first wakes up. "What's wrong? Have you been crying?" She asks.

"Something happened last night." I started.

"What?" She asked. I stood up straight looking both of the kids in the eye.

"Emily miscarried the baby last night." I said tear building up again but I refuse to let them go.

'What does that mean?' Will signed and Emily just looked shocked and sad.

'It means that mummy isn't going to have a baby anymore.' I signed back to him.

'Why?' He asked. What was I going to tell him? That his brother or sister died?

'Because they weren't ready to be born yet so they wanted to be born another time.' I signed. That was so stupid. I look over and Emily was gone. I heard her bedroom door shut. I looked down at my lap feeling tear building up again. I look back up and Will was gone too. I get up and walk to my bedroom where Emma was still sleeping. I walk back downstairs and fall asleep on the couch.

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I woke up to the doorbell. I hurriedly got up and opened it so it wouldn't wake Emma. When I open it I see the rest of the boys and Perrie and Sophia and Talia.

"Hey Lou." Niall greeted safest clear in his voice. I let everyone in and we all sit around in the living room.

"We wanted to say that we were so sorry about what happened." Perrie said.

"We just weren't excepting it." I said.

"I don't think anyone was expecting it." Harry said.

"Where is Emma?" Talia asked.

"In our bedroom. I don't know of she's up yet. She came home and went right to bed." I inform them. Talia got up followed by Perrie and Sophia and they went upstairs probably to find Emma.

"Atleast to haven't told the fans yet. Or didn't tell the fans." Niall commented.

"About her being pregnant or the miscarry?" I ask.

"Either."

"Yea. It was hard enough to tell the kids about it I don't know how the fans would react." I said.

A/N: sorry it was short and that is totally sucked. I just got on winter break so there will be some new chapters this week. If y'all have any ideas for this book y'all can message me y'all's ideas and I will try to incorporate them😁

Q: what time is it where y'all live?

M/A: 1:03 pm