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Yoongi's POV
I was trying to avoid Jimin's eyes as he asked me about how I'm doing. As I looked at the floor, I felt the cushions slouch, as he sits next to me. Then all of a sudden, he forces me to look in his eyes. "Tell me how I can help you hyung." That just breaks me. I start bawling my eyes out and I can't stop. "Shhh... its okay hyungie. You can cry. Let it out." Jimin says to me, wrapping me in a hug. I place my head on his chest, trying to avoid having him see me cry. This is so embarrassing. I continue to cry and Jimin pats me on the back while I hiccup through tears. After a while my tears cease and reduce to just sniffles. Jimin suddenly places a small kiss on my forehead and wipes my tears with his hands. "You look prettier when you're smiling hyung. I hope you can feel happier soon."
"Thanks Jiminie..." I say, voice hoarse from crying.
"I don't mean to be too aggressive about this, but maybe if you tell me how you're feeling, I can help you?" Jimin suggests to me. I nod and wipe the rest of my tears on my sleeves.
3rd person POV
Jimin settles Yoongi on his lap, the tinier boy looking so small on the younger's lap.
"I just... I don't know. I feel so overwhelmed right now. I have really bad anxiety and it just feels like it controls my entire life." Yoongi tells him. Jimin nods with understanding, urging the elder to keep going.
"And I just feel so self conscious all the time... and it just sucks!" Something in Jimin's mind clicked at what Yoongi said.
"Hyung... were you doing bad things because you felt bad about your body?" Yoongi's head drooped and he pouted. Jimin pet his hyung's hair, trying to comfort him. It felt good that Yoongi felt comfortable enough opening up to him. Yoongi simply nodded his head a little and bit his lip. "Aw... baby." Jimin said in sympathy. Yoongi's head whipped up at that. "Uh... sorry. That just slipped out." Jimin said in embarrassment.
"It's okay. I kinda liked it actually." Yoongi admits to the younger boy, blushing. Jimin smiled at that and gently bounced the boy on his lap. The older boy placed his head back on the younger's chest and the two boys just sat there in blissful silence.
"I think that we should go back to the dorms and go to sleep for tonight hyung. Then tomorrow we can talk about this more... but I think you need sleep." Jimin tells his hyung. Yoongi nods his head but doesn't get off of Jimin's lap. The younger boy chuckles to himself. "You'll have to get up so we can go to the dorms baby."
Yoongi groans, as he was just starting to fall asleep. "Just carry me Jiminie. Please?"
"...Fine. Only 'cause you're cute." Jimin picks up the sleepy boy and places him on his back. Yoongi wraps his arms around Jimin's shoulders, securing himself in the position. "Will you cuddle with me when we get home Jiminie?"
"Of course baby."
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