Family is Complicated

Chapter 3

Notes at the End... PLEASE READ

Carina parked her car in front of the house's driveway, she'd grabbed her things from the backseat of her car, walking towards the front door. She fished her handbag for her keys, crap! She hadn't put their house key on her car keys yet, maybe because if she got too attached, that it wouldn't last. That's what her father had drilled into her head for years; "love isn't forever, especially if you get attached, just look at me and your mother". Ok so maybe, he was talking was talking about him and her mother, but she didn't see it that way. Nothing lasted forever. 

While Carina had been deep in her thoughts, the door opened, with Maya standing there. 

M: Carina? 

C: Huh? Sorry, I was- It's been a long day

M: That long we can't have date night?

C: Mai

M: What?

C: *chuckles* it means "never"

M: Ok then come in 

As soon as Carina had put her foot in to the house, she smelt the amazing spices from the kitchen. She smiled to herself, Maya hated cooking, but she cooked and she tried so much just for Carina. That's not a person you pass on...ever. 

Maya set the table as Carina threw her handbag onto the couch (sofa, but I'm Australian, I call it couch) and she walked over to Maya and helped her set the table. Once they had finished setting the table they took their seats at the dining table and they started to eat. 

(The rest is probably going to be conversation, I'm sorry it's going to be shit, I cannot flirt)

C: This tastes...amazing!

M: Oh thank god I was so scared you'd hate it

C: Hate it? You made it, I could never hate it

M: *chuckles* so how was your day?

C: Good actually, I wanted to talk to Andrea but I changed my mind

M: You should talk to him

C: *rolls her eyes*

M: *sighs* I'm just saying, look you love Andrew, more than you love anyone on basically this planet, so...talk to him

C: I love you more than him

M: Me and you both know that's not true, you would give up everything for him

C: Can we just stop talking about that and eat? Please?

M: Okay 

C: Okay, Thank you

*After the Dinner*

Carina had felt bad for snapping at Maya, but she didn't want to talk about it, she didn't want everyone else's opinions on her and her brother, even Maya's opinion. She didn't get it, no one did. No one understood, no one she knew understood anyway, what it was like watching your baby brother walk out the door of your childhood house and never stepping foot into that house again. She loved her brother but they weren't close, maybe if they had grown up together they might of been close. That was the whole reason she came to Seattle in the first place; to redeem her relationship with her brother. Carina had been convinced that once she and her brother didn't hate each other anymore she would leave. It wasn't like there was anything keeping her from leaving...until there was. Sharing the roof Carina was currently living under was the love of her life. In the beginning she would of left Seattle without a second thought but now she didn't want to go anywhere without Maya, without her girlfriend, the love of her life, her soulmate. 

She knew she had to apologise(once again, I'm Australian so I use Australian spelling to Maya, so she turned around in their bed, should of mentioned they went to bed. Carina turned around to face Maya. Carina took long glances at her girlfriend, Maya looked so beautiful asleep, she always had a slight smile when she was asleep, and her eyes would flutter when she dreamt, and she always slept curled up into a little ball.  She would apologise in the morning, for as of right now, Carina wanted to do nothing more than just sleep in the embrace of her fidanzata (y'all know I had to lmao). 

NOTES

- I'm sorry it took me so long to update, I had school and I'm in Year 10 and I've been really busy. 

- I can not write happy shit, or romance shit, I can write depressing shit that's all

- This chapter was kind of a filler because I literally had no inspiration to write this 

- The writing quality is shit, I am aware...but honestly I don't care(sorry)

Okay Bye and I'm not sure when I'll update next but we'll see I guess