🍏My World • KageHina🍏

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Guess who doesn't know how to properly cope with trauma so he's gonna write his experience into a fan fiction?

This bitch.

you guys are gonna murder me but as im writing this i swear there might be a nice ending.

^ignore that i changed my mind. Cry bitches.

Also for reasons Miwa is younger than Tobio in this. Kay? Kay

TW: Suicide (overdose).

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Hinata sighed as he rolled over in bed and checked the time. 3:44am. He had another nightmare. He keeps having nightmares of that night. Remembering the pain and sadness.
He hasn't slept well in months. The eye bags and dark circles were very noticable.

He can never go a few hours without crying or zoning out. Even at school.

It hit Hinata alot harder than the rest of the team. He went weeks without playing. Only recently had he gotten enough physical and mental energy to play. The team understood why and they were in their own mental states and coped with it in their own ways.

No matter how much Hinata trys to forget. That day will never leave his mind.
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A few months earlier
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"Hey Kageyama!" Hinata yelled as he ran up next to Kageyama. Kageyama stayed silent, ignored Hinata, and kept walking. "Babe? What's wrong?" Hinata asked, worried about his boyfriend.

Kageyama had been acting very off for the past month and no one on the team noticed except for Hinata. Kageyama had become more quiet, even more reserved, his sets were off, agitated by the smallest thing, offering to let Sugawara take his place in practice games, and even skipping practice sometimes.

Hinata hadn't confronted him about it until now and he was determined to figure out what was wrong with him. "Babe! Can you not hear me?!" Hinata said as he stepped infront of Kageyama. At first the setter looked startled, like he didnt see the small middle blocker.

"What do you need Shoyo?" Kageyama asked with no emotion and looking at the ground, avoiding eye contact. Hinata tilted his head in confusion. "What's up with you?" Hinata asked as he stepped closer to his boyfriend. "I'm fine Hinata." Kageyama said trying to walk by but was stopped by his orange haired middle blocker.

"You don't seem fine." Hinata said trying to get Kageyama to look at him. "Please Hinata, just leave me alone." Kageyama said. "No, not until you tell me what's wrong!" Hinata yelled. "Stop yelling dumbass." Kageyama scolded, his headache becoming worse.

Hinata frowned and slumped his shoulders. "Look I'm sorry for yelling, and insulting you, just please leave me alone. Its for the best." Kageyama said stepping next to Hinata. Hinata let out a small sigh before glaring at the setter.

Before Kageyama could stop him, Hinata hugged him tightly. At first Kageyama froze but then hugged back. "I love you dumbass. Don't forget that. Promise me you won't forget?" Kageyama as he kissed Hinatas forehead.

"Of course stupidyama. I love you too." Hinata smiled. "You can talk to me anytime, okay?" Kageyama looked down and nodded. "I have to get home, my parents are out and i need to babysit Miwa." Kageyama said walking past Hinata. "Okay! See you tomorrow!" Hinata smiled, completely forgetting the whole reason he wanted to speak with Kageyama.

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Hinata groaned as he sat up. He was woken up by his phone going off. It was 2:44am. Who could possibly need something at this hour?

He opened his phone, eyes stinging from the sudden brightness, and saw three voice messages from Kageyama and a ten missed calls from Miwa. Just as he was about to open the messages from Kageyama, when Miwa called again.

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