jj maybank imagine • family

trouble

you and jj have been struggling with money lately jj had just lost his job for going out of business so he's been looking for jobs you working at the wreck so many hours wasn't enough to support you jj and you're daughter it was getting to the point where you and jj were getting frustrated and taking it out on eachother as much as tired you were working you couldn't stop cause you needed to support selena but then even more bad shit comes you come home at 12am and see jj and selena sleeping peacefully you missed you're daughter so much you feel like you haven't spent time with her cause of how much you been working as you walk into the bathroom to take a hot shower you start smelling things, the smell of weed you know jj smokes but he didn't do it as much anymore since selena was born you figured jj has just been smoking recently cause of the stress you didn't really let it bother you cause of what's been happening as you walk into the closet to get you're clothes you see little bags on the shelves  in the corner you're just thinking um wtf is that so you grabbed the stepstool from the bathroom and you saw bags of cocaine,weed, just a lot of drugs you knew jj smoked weed but coke? you freaked out how can he have this laying around while his daughter lives and sleep here
y/n: *jj wake up* you pathim
he just groans and turns the other way
*jj i'm being fucking serious right now get up* you raise you're voice alittle higher
jj:*holy fucking shit y/n why are you yelling don't you see selena sleeping?* he says annoyed and gets up
y/n :you sigh *jj why the fuck are there bags of coke and all these other hard drugs in the house?*
jj: he widens his eye *y/n just calm down i have no choice right now* he tries to reason with you
you raise your voice *jj are you fucking dumb you think i wouldn't notice that why would you not tell me this you're daughter lives here why would you want that here and i'm sorry what ? no choice? you put you're hand on your head and sigh please don't fucking tell me you are drug dealing are you nuts*
he starts to get annoyed and he raises his voice back *y/n do you not fucking realize that we are slowly running out of everything i tried finding jobs i'm not gonna fucking let my daughter have nothing like how i did okay so if i have to drug deal for a bit to support you and her then i will so stop fucking complaing* he stands up
you turn around and sigh you can't believe he would keep this from you and have this shit laying around where selena lives
* i'm sorry jj but i can't do that okay you've been keeping this from me you have this laying around where selena lives so no just get out of my house if you wanna drug deal i don't care how broke i am i won't let that kind of life happen around her* you yell back you see you're 2 year old daughter waking up and moving to the noise you see her rub her eyes
you glance at jj and take a deep breath and walk to selena and carees her hair *hey baby you okay?* you softly smile at her despite selena being 2 she can tell you and jj are fighting she just looks at you and jj  with a sad face
jj: takes a deep breath * y/n i'm just trying to support you and her just please trust me with this*
y/n*jj leave i don't want you here if you're going to do that i feel very betrayed you always tell me everything and now you're bringing hard drugs to where our daughter lives* you cry out and yell *so just go*
jj:* y/n i'm fucking sorry you're really going to kick me out when i'm trying to fucking help then fine* he walks to the closet gets his bags and puts his shoes and picks up selena
y/n: *no jj you are not taking her with you* you said sternly he just looks back at you and he understood he just didn't want to be away from his daughter he started getting tears in his eyes you felt kind of bad
he kisses selena cheek and head * i love you princess i'm sorry i'll be back soon okay mama i promise i will be back he presses his forehead against hers then he passes her to you he gives you a rude glance *bye* he walks out and slams  the door you sit down on the bed with selena in your arms and start crying you wipe your tears so you don't worry selena
selena: *daddy daddy* she says concerned and points to the door and begins to cry
y/n : you rock her in your lap *i know mama* you kiss her head *he will be back okay baby he's not going anywhere*