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JAEHYUN'S POV

I slammed the door behind me and stormed out as I left y/n's apartment. I could hear her crying and I wanted to go back in but my pride got the best of me, I walked to the elevator with my jacket in my hand. I admit that I got jealous, I really love y/n and we haven't even had our talk yet, I guess I got scared that once she sees Liam, she'll realize that she doesn't want to do anything with me anymore.

I went to work that day with a frown on my face. I tried to force a smile but I wasn't really having it. I kept glancing at my phone hoping she would call me but nothing came.

Did she really meant what she said?

Are we really over?


It was a bad week for me as y/n kept ignoring my calls. I didn't tell anybody that I was having problems with her and I don't think Mark knows about it. Mark has been my friend for a long time and I didn't want to disappoint him again. He entrusted me with y/n but I let him down because I wanted to succeed in my career. I know that he was really angry with me during that time and to be honest, if he ever finds out that I made y/n cry again, I don't think he'll hold back this time.

I kept messing up during our practice and it was really frustrating not just for me but for everyone as well.

"Are you okay?" Taeyong asked.

"Yeah, why?" I wiped my sweat with my arm.

"Well, you kept messing up today and you have that look on your face." He pointed.

"What look?" I raised my brow.

"Is there something bothering you?" I could hear the worry in his tone.

"Nope, I'm fine hyung. Don't worry." I gave him a reassuring smile.

I sat down and grabbed my phone.

I dialed her number and I could hear that it was ringing.

And ringing.

And ringing.

Until it stopped.

I was somehow annoyed at how y/n was ignoring me but I guess there's nothing that I could do since I was being a jerk to her. I wanted to go to her apartment but my week is practically full. I called her again and still, there was nothing.

I let out a deep sigh and put my phone back in my pocket and stood up to practice again.

I need to focus.

I need to focus

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