I'll Always Love You... [COMPLETE]

Chapter 13: Trust Me...

Hinata was blushing madly as he walked home. He thought of the make out session they had. Did it mean something? If so..what did it mean? "Alright, cya tomorrow Hinata." Kageyama knocked him out of his thoughts. "I guess so." Hinata mumbled. Kageyama eyed him a moment longer before turning on his heels and walking in the opposite direction of Hinata's house. Hinata didn't bother to go home straight away. He wandered to the park instead. The air was cool but not too cold. The moon was high and bright, the leave on the trees rustled comfortingly. Everything Hinata knew and loved was always in this park. But soon, one of those things would leave. Leave for who knows how long. And Hinata wasn't prepared to loose thing important figure in his life. He sat at the bench he and Kageyama shared. All the memories he made with him in this park flooded into his mind. He would miss Kageyama like hell. No questions asked.

Kageyama walked home. He was greeted by his mother as soon as he stepped in. "Tobio! Go hurry up and start packing things you don't need!" Kageyama sighed and looked down. He thought now was the time to come out. "Mom- can I talk to you and dad-" He said slowly. "Mhm! Honey! Tobio wants to speak to us!" Kageyama let out a breath as he sat on the couch. "What is it son?" His father asked. "Dad mom I-" Kageyama looked down. "I'm gay." He didn't dare meet their gaze. "I've lied to you about my girlfriend.." He said slowly. "I'm sorry.." His father got up. "I do not accept this. You're a disgrace of a son." He growled, storming off. His mother nodded. "I agree with your father. I will not tolerate with a gay son." She too stormed off. "Damn you!" He shouted, running to his room and slamming the door. He gripped onto his pillow, sobbing loudly. He knew this would happen. He just knew it.

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Hinata looked up. Time to go home. He heaved himself up from the bench, his mind wandering to Kageyama. What was he up to? He thought about him until he reached home. He stepped in, again only greeted by yelling and  abuse. He stumbled to his room afterwards, reaching under his bed and grabbing his knife. He began his usual rounds, cutting himself and sobbing out his problems until he felt satisfied for the time being. He lay on his side, staring at the wall. What would Kageyama do if he knew most of his scars were on purpose? He had to stop lying to him.

I'll tell him about my past tomorrow.. He thought. Or..I'll try to..I dunno if i can..god I miss you dad.. He cried himself to sleep, his mind tracing over every bad thing that's happened to him. Kageyama was going to find out eventually. This secret was too big to keep. Kageyama was already onto him as it is. But then again, he may not ever see him again since he's moving. Hinata was slowly seeped into dreams. Good and bad. Things have got to change. 

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Kageyama waited for Hinata at the bus stop. He had his hands in his hoodie pocket. He had to tell the team he was moving next week. He sighed as Hinata stumbled up to him. "You look awful." He mused aloud. "H-hey! You look worse!" Hinata was right. Kageyama's eyes were red and puffy from crying half the night. Kageyama began to walk, slowly at first and then normal when Hinata regained his energy. "I told my parents I was gay. They're mega Homophobes so." Kageyama didn't look down at Hinata. "I told my parents I was gay." Hinata mumbled. That was true. Before his father died he had came out them. His father supported him 100% unlike his mother. "Oh? Do they support you at least?" Kageyama finally looked down. "My dad did..my mom doesn't.." Hinata mumbled, gripping his bag. 

"What do you mean by 'Did'?" Kageyama pressed.

"He died in a fatal car accident.." Tears rimmed Hinata's eyes. He would tell him half the truth. Only about his father. "Oh Hinata, I'm sorry-" Kageyama paused and pulled Hinata to a hug. Hinata shook his head. "I am too..." He mumbled. Kageyama gripped Hinata's hoodie before pulling away. "C'mon." He finally said, grabbing Hinata's hand. Hinata nodded and tightened his grip around Kageyama's hand. They walked side by side, fingers intertwined. This moment made it feel as if they were the only ones in the world. It was perfect.

"Kageyama nice serve!" Tanaka yelled. Kageyama nodded, waiting for the whistle. As soon as he heard it, he tossed the ball up, running forward and leaping up, his palm hitting the ball perfectly. "Chance ball!" Suga yelled. "Damn it..." Kageyama hissed, jogging forward towards the net. "Noya, save it!" Tanaka shouted. Nishinoya dived forward, sending the ball up to Kageyama. "Hinata!" Kageyama yelled, setting the ball to the smaller spiker. Shit...it's too high! Kageyama's eyes widened as Hinata's finger tips brushed the ball, but it wasn't enough to send it over the net. "Damn it!" Hinata said as he landed, balling his hands to fists. "My bad Hinata." Kageyama waved a hand at him. "I got distracted and-" Kageyama jumped when Tanaka stormed up to him. "Dumbass! You don't get distracted in a game! Don't you remember telling Hinata that?" Tanaka sneered. Kageyama looked down. "I'm sorry, you're right. Next time will be better. I promise."

Hinata sighed and placed a hand on Kageyama's shoulder. "My gameplay is off, you're fine." He squeezed Kageyama's shoulder slightly with a forced smile before turning to his spot. Kageyama stared at Hinata for a while until he heard Tanaka yell his name. "Kageyama! All you buddy!" Kageyama panicked slightly. "Hinata!" Kageyama set the ball once again to the smaller boy. "Damn it!" He cursed when he had set it way to early, catching Hinata off guard. That was it. They lost the 2nd set. Kageyama bit his bottom lip. That make out session could not seem to keep out of his head. He grabbed Hinata by the jersey and dragged him into the bathroom. He shoved him in a stall and locked it.

"K-Kageyama! What are you- mFuGHh!" Hinata grunted as Kageyama slammed his lips onto Hinata's. Hinata went tense for a moment before sinking into the kiss. He bit Hinata's lower lip softly, asking for entrance which was quickly given. He explored Hinata's mouth. Every inch. That is until Hinata's tongue started battling with his own. Soft moans escaped them. Heated, Kageyama began to slip off Hinata's shirt. "Mffgh-" Hinata pulled away from the kiss finally, a single strand of saliva connecting them. "No, Kags-" He met Kageyama's gaze. Kageyama nodded, understanding. One. They were at school. Two. They weren't even dating. Kageyama pulled away, walking out of the stall and leaving Hinata to slip his shirt on. "Wait..Kageyama.." Hinata called. 

"Hm?"

"Did that...mean anything..?" 

Kageyama went tense. "Did you..want it to..?" He said slowly. 

"Well..sorta.." Hinata reached his hand back and scratched the back of his head in embarrassment. 

Kageyama nodded. "Keep this between us? Just for now?" Hinata looked up at him with puppy eyes. 

With a nod, Kageyama spoke.

"Trust me Hinata. Trust me.."

A/N: WHAT NO? I'M NOT UP AT 2AM JUST TO PUBLISH THIS CHAPTER WHATTTTTTTTT? YA'LL CRAZY PFFfFtTt....

My mind: LeTs pOst tHe tIme I pUblIsHEd tHiS eH?

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