The Stalker...

What Was I Feeling?

The stalker calling for me to come back immediately. My head was telling me to carry on walking and never look back, but my heart was telling me different.
Why was I feeling this way. This guy was a stalker and tried to hurt me, I couldn't have feelings for a guy like this... or was It possible that I did?
I carried on walking trying to ignore him repeatedly calling me. All of a sudden, I heard someone running from behind.
It was him. He grabbed my arm and swung me round, once again we had eye contact for a while and it felt like I was lost in his eyes.
I then came back to my senses and told him to let go! But he stayed silent and continued to stare.
Pulling my arm away, I pushed him to the ground and told him to LEAVE ME ALONE. Why was he finding my instructions so difficult to listen to.
He picked himself up off the floor and asked me what my name was. I replied "Jessica", "what a beautiful name you have" he answered.
Why did you call me back! I said angrily.
I WANT TO GO HOME!
The stalker was telling me to leave my family behind and begin a new life with him. I told him NO, and that we were not made for each other.
Your a STALKER, I reminded him, yet he didn't seem to care. "What do you want from me, I was happy with my life, why did you take that away from me". "Because I love you" he said.
Then I felt that feeling again. My whole body turned to jelly and I couldn't move nor speak. He continued to say "i know you have feelings for me too, I can see it in your eyes".
That was when I could no longer hold it in... I don't know what came over me but at that moment I just kissed him!!!!
We stayed like that for a few moments and it felt like we didn't want to part.
Finally, the moment was over and our feelings were eventually clear. Whilst walking back to the cottage I'd spotted someone taking a video of us.
I acted like I never noticed and continued walking without telling the stalker (i seriously need to stop calling him that)! We got back to the cottage, he said he was going out for a little bit and for me to wait here.
Hours had passed, then there was a knock at the door. I sprinted to open it thinking he'd come back already but, I WAS WRONG...