the confession

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Sometimes she's too scared to be happy

 Every time she does, something goes wrong 

It's almost like she knows it'll happen

 And she's not so strong


Pretending in front of everyone 

Like she's sorted and cool 

No one can see how dark it is inside

 No one sees her as the fool


Stuff that is just so easy for others

 Leads her into a mess 

Shes always scared

 She is always stressed


Sometimes even she doesn't see 

How not normal it was 

Just keeps ignoring everything

 Even when she knows the cause


I despise this person

 How she's destroying herself

 I don't see her as a dimwit

 All she needs is some help


Just observing standing in the corner

 I can't really do a thing 

Just wishing and hoping 

Someday this girl gets everything


This girl and I have a weird relation

 In the morning I let it all go

 But at night in my notes

 I let my words flow


I've written so much about this person

 Hating, loving, pitying this girl

 Felt so many emotions

 Being an ominous observer 


Yet I always lack the courage

 To just let my heart speak 

And she'll listen to me too

 But I'm too weak


So all I can do is write it all here

 Lighten my conscience

 Where I have no fear

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