the goodbye note

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she fell for you

 Giving herself away

 You fell for someone else

In the same damn way


you wanted her advice 

On what to do 

she said be honest with her

 Or it'll hurt you


With tears in her eyes 

she told you to go for it

 she  gave this advice 

Because she doesn't want you to have any regret


she loves you more than anyone

 But never had the strength 

Wish for once she had been honest 

For once had the confidence


No matter how close you are to someone

 you are never exclusive 

So don't be like her

Don't be a dimwit


This regret eats you up 

Slowly forms a hole inside

 It keeps getting fucked up 

But the feelings never die


So if you ever read this

 she's sorry for never saying

 she knows you'll be mad at her

Mad cause you are caring


she hopes you can understand

 Why she did what she did

 Why she had to pretend

 Why behaved like a little kid


she knows you adore her

she knows where she stand

she knows she should've said something 

But  kept living in her fantasy land


Tried hating you too

 Even though the mistake was all hers

But honey it didn't work 

 failed every time


she has no hard feelings

 wishes you all the best

But can't be a part of this

Because she needs some rest


you have to part ways now

 And she's to blame 

she is the one who lost

 While you didn't even know the game

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