★☆•༶ 𝑻𝒖𝒎 𝑴𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑯𝒐 𝑴𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑹𝒆𝒉𝒏𝒂 ༶•☆★ (𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒅)

❥︎ I would rather Die

Sidharth's pov ~

Boht hurt kia meine tumhe Shehnaaz , kal raat ke baad I dont know why but tumse connect nhi kr pa rha, bhula hi nhi pa rha. Last night u questioned my love , my loyalty, even when I didnt do anything. Shayad gusse mein tumhe boht zyada bura bol dia, but I cant help, I have solid anger issues, I cant help it. Kal tumne mujhe boht hurt kia. Ek loyalty test mein I could have even died. But u didnt care. Yeh kaisa pyaar hai tumhara? U dont even care I am alive or dead. What u care is only about you , your love, your investment in our relationship. Bs that it. Mein toh tha hi jhi khi. But mera pyaar toh sacha tha Shehnaaz, jaan dene gya tha tumhare liye. Now I realize such a fool I was. Shehnaaz sidhi si baat hai..... I cant be in a relationship where there is no trust. May be I will keep loving u for the rest of my life, but wont ever be with u .

Pov ends.

Then someone knocks his vanity.

Sid~ " Whose there ?"

Rahul ~ " Its me "

Sid ~ " Come in bro "

Rahul ~ " Kal raat ke incident se abhi bhi move on nhi hua? Bro I cant see u so sad. Tu apne jagah bilkul shi tha, may be woh ladki hi tere liye thik nhi thi. "

Sid ~ " Chhod yeh sab baatein, tu yha? "

Rahul ~ " Kyu? Cant I come to meet my friend? Now come with me "

Sid ~ " Where? "

Rahul ~ " Chl club chlte hai , aaj late night party mere taraf se"

Sid ~ " Mood nhi hai yaar "

Rahul ~ " Toh mood shi krle, bcs jana toh tujhe padega hi. I wont go without u "

Sid ~ " Rahul plss dont insist "

Rahul ~ " I will, woh ladki, she is damn unlucky man, tere life ki sari khushiya le gyi..... "

Sid ~ " Dont say anything against her, kha na usko mt leke aa bich mein. Chl mein chlta hoon tere sath, u wait outside I am coming "

Rahul ~ " Much better "

Sidharth changes into informals and goes to a nearby club with Rahul.

Meanwhile Shehnaaz reaches her flat stressed and tired, with red wet eyes and trembling feet.

Shehnaaz's Pov ~

I cant forget and stop loving u Sidharth, very easily u denied our relationship but its not that easy for me. I gave my heart my soul my everything to u but wht u dit to me? U ditched me. Mujhe ek gold digger portray kia, u said I am greedy! Yes I am greedy, greedy for u love and nothing else. Itna galat kia tumne mere sath , but still I cant hate u. Woh jo pal woh jo lamhe humne ek sath bitaye, those good times those beautiful moments which we have spent together, kaise bhul jau sab kuch? Bcs meine tumhe dilse chaha, and u betrayed me. Yes I agree meri bhi galti thi, but Sidharth love demands compromises and sacrifices. Ek apology bs ek apology mangi thi. Tum woh bhi nhi de sake. I thought more than a good lover, u r a good human being, but I was wrong. Tut gya meri trust, tut gyi mein.

Pov ends.

Shehnaaz sits on a chair and starts crying bitterly resting her head on the dining table. She continuously cries for half an hours. Then all of a sudden she stops crying and raises her head.

Shehnaaz to herself ~ " Should I call him one last time and try to clear out everything? Us time toh he didnt let me finish only, abhi shayad uska dimag thanda ho and even he is regretting? "

Shehnaaz hurriedly calls Sidharth , she calls 3-4 tims but he doesnt pick up her calls. She calls again with a lil hope in her heart. May be everything gets normal and sorted out.