❥︎ Lost Without You

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After a week...

Sidharth's Pov ~

Its been a freakin week she isnt talking to me casually, I need to do something as soon as possible, kitna try kia meine to sort it out, but she keeps ignoring me, abhi bhi naraz hai mujhse, galti bhi toh meri hi hai, I shouldnt have acted so desparately that night, afterall she might be my everything but not my property! Us raat ke baad se ladai toh nhi hui hai humari, but pyaar bhi kha hua hai? I just cant tolerate her indifferent behaviour towards me, we sleep on the same bed, eat together, go to the same working place in the same car, but still we are so much far away from each other...
No something must be done immediately, infact now only, a few mins ago we had our lunch, abhi woh kitchen mein kam kr rhi hogi, jake baat kr leta hoon, surprise bhi reveal krdu kya? Nope. This isnt the right time, next Friday is her bday, I will give her a beautiful gift... Have fixed everything with the advocate, we shall get married legally on papers, and I will propose her once again at a proper set up and atmosphere, she will be so happy, and seeing her happy I will be the happiest ! But Abhi filhal sorry bolke misunderstandings toh dur krlu .

Pov ends.

He walks towards Shehnaaz who is washing dishes in the kitchen. He then keeps his hands on her shoulders from the back .

Shehnaaz - " Abhi kam hai boht, u know na aaj maid nhi aayi , so plss dur hato. "
She doesnt even look at him.

Sidharth plays a audio

𝙈𝙖𝙝𝙞 𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙪 𝙘𝙝𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙮𝙤 𝙣𝙖𝙖
𝙆𝙚 𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙞𝙣 𝙙𝙞𝙡 𝙣𝙖𝙞𝙮𝙤 𝙡𝙖𝙜𝙣𝙖
𝙅𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙪 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙣𝙖 𝙖𝙚
𝙈𝙖𝙖𝙝𝙞 𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙣𝙖

𝙏𝙪 𝙟𝙚𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙠𝙩𝙞 𝙣𝙖𝙝𝙞
𝙈𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙟𝙚𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙠𝙩𝙖 𝙣𝙖𝙝𝙞
𝙆𝙤𝙞 𝙙𝙪𝙨𝙧𝙞 𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙖 𝙫𝙞 𝙧𝙖𝙠𝙝𝙩𝙖 𝙣𝙖𝙝𝙞
𝙆𝙮𝙖 𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙟𝙪 𝙢𝙚𝙧𝙖

Shehnaaz turns back and looks at him while frowning .

Shehnaaz - " Yeh kya tha ? "

Sidharth - " Mere dil ka haal "

Shehnaaz sighs and turns back to wash the utensils .

Sidharth - " Shehnaaz plss meri baat sunlo, dont ignore me like this "

Shehnaaz - " I know tum kya baat kroge, but I dont want to listen anything "

Sidharth - " But mein apni baat bina bole nhi jaunga yhase "

Shehnaaz shrugs... - " Dont disturb me while I am working "

Sidharth - " 1 week has passed Shehnaaz, and I am really very sorry for whatever I did, plss forget it and lets go back to our happy selves " , he holds her hand.

Shehnaaz - " Sidharth tumhe toh boht tez fever hai... Medicines liye ki nhi? "

Sidharth - " Nhi liye "

Shehnaaz - " Kyu? "

Sidharth - " Because of you "

Shehnaaz - " What? Tum kya chhote bache ho jo tumhare sare kam mein kru? Khud medicine nhi kha sakte? "

Sidharth - " Tum mere sath nhi hoti toh mujhe kuch bhi achha feel nhi hota kuch bhi krne ka man nhi hota, u are my hope of light to live, itna nhi samajh payi tum? "

Shehnaaz - " Achha yeh badi badi baatein baad mein, pehle chlo mere sath tumhara temperature check kru "

Shehnaaz leaves the uncleaned dishes in the sink and takes Sidharth in the bedroom. She checks his temperature...

" 103° ! wtf Sidharth ! Sidharth tum chl bhi kaise pa rhe ho mujhe toh yeh samajh nhi aa rha " , she says in a tensed voice.

Sidharth - " Kha tha na tum jab tak mere sath rhoge meri saanse meri sath rhegi "

Shehnaaz - " Kabse hai fever? "

Sidharth - " 3 days, may be "

Shehnaaz - " Sidharth mujhse dar lg rha hai, ek kam kro u lay down I will just go and come, medicines lati hoon tumhare liye "

Sidharth smiles.

Shehnaaz - " Now whats so funny? Tumhe is halat mein bhi hasee aa rhi hai? "

Sidharth - " Mein thik hoon Shehnaaz, infact I am very happy, finally I can see the old care and concern for me in your eyes "

Ignoring whatever he is saying Shehnaaz brings some pills for Sidharth.
Sidharth have them...

Shehnaaz - " Yeh khane ke baad u will feel sleepy, medicine ke after effects hai, you take some rest for a while mein tumhari thande paani se patti kr deti hoon u will feel better "

Sidharth - " Tumne mujhe maaf kia na? "

Shehnaaz - " Though its not the right time to talk ahout it, still, dekho Sidharth I never expected tum aisi giri hui harkat kroge, I was badly hurt, I needed some time for myself, isliye tumse baat nhi kr rhi thi, now that I cant leave you alone in this condition , I am forgiving you, abh bs ek aur word nhi bolna , rest kro "

Sidharth - " Thank you jaan "

Shehnaaz - " Hmm, mein na aati hoon thode der mein "

Shehnaaz brings a bowl of cold water and a cloth. Returning back she sees Sidharth is sleeping. She sits near her head and puts the wet cloth on his forehead , to lower the temperature. Tears roll down her eyes.

Shehnaaz Pov ~

I cant see you in this state Sidharth, it hurts... Kyu aisa kam krte ho tum, u know na tumhe kuch hota hai toh mujhe kitni takleef hoti hai... Yes I was extremely angry with you but iska matlab yeh nhi tum khudko torture kro , mein nhi hogi toh kya tum jeena chhod doge? Yeh kaisa bachpana hai? Humesha rulate ho mujhe, mere pyaar ka faida uthate ho , mujhe bak bak krne wala Sidharth pasand hai, aise bed pe leta hua Sidharth nhi chahiye....Get well soon Sidharth, may waheguru ji heal u "

Pov ends.





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