Just Coffee k. akaashi

𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝖺𝚖 𝖺𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚗𝗈𝗈𝚗𝚜

𝚢𝗈𝗎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝖺 𝚌𝚕𝗎𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚏𝗈𝗈𝚕.

it seemed as if you had stolen me.

i was scared you would one day realize that you were better off without me in your life. 

i was scared of being left out.

i needed to have you in my life.

i needed you.

i was afraid of you-

i loved those ice cream runs.

the ones where you were smiling and laughing.

you seemed so carefree when had those ice cream afternoons.

it seemed as though you carried a certain aura around you.

cheering all those who were sad and livening up the room.

i always wanted to be with you but never wanted to dim your light.

being the one who dimmed you're light

was not a crime, i would want to be known committing.

sure you had your moments but you would always get back up again.

i wish the same could be said for me-

i was going down...

down

down 

down until one day 

there was nowhere left to go-

i had reached it

the bottom 

rock bottom to be exact

they say once you hit it

the only place there's left to go is... 

up

but i went somewhere else

i want to your best friends house

i was broken

and he?

he knew 

he knew the truth

he knew my truth

he understood me

and what greater comfort is there than that.

it was my fault what happened that night.

love created out of hate is love that is not perfect at all.

though it was the love i had gotten.

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. . .𝚒 𝚠𝖺𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝗎𝚎 𝚏𝗈𝗈𝚕. . .

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. . .𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝗈𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚔𝗈𝚝𝖺𝚛𝗈. . .