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𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜

"𝚜𝗈𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝗈𝗎𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝗈𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝖺𝚗 𝚜𝗈𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝖺𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝗈𝗎𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝗈𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝"

i loved you

you

its you who im writing these notes for

its you who i will miss

its you who i love

its you

it also has been

it still is,

right?

i loved it when you looked at me

i loved it when you made me laugh

i loved it when you were happy

i loved the feeling i had when i was with you 

but

now im doubting if i even love you anymore

what made me love you?

what's so special about you that made me fall head over heels?

why are you special?

thinking back about it

you were never there for me

you never held me when i was sad

you never wiped off my tears

you never cried for me nor about me

you never gave me flowers 

you never confessed to me 

you were just. . . 

fun

he did all that and more

but most of all

he loved me

he showed me what it was like to be loved

he did

it was him

i thought for the longest that it should've been you 

but its him

why did i push him away though

because i thought you were the 'one'?

but-

that's still not enough

what made me love you?

why you?

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. . .𝚠𝗈𝖺𝚑. . .