Nights In White Satin - Trixya

Stay Away

Monday, 28th of October 1968:

Trixie had probably had the most boring weekend so far since she had moved to Boston, mainly because she decided to stay at home. She really didn't feel like going out for some reason. If she was honest, she hadn't been in a good mood the last few days and it also didn't help that her body still hurt the day after she had her first time.

There was a lot that she had to think about, while she had time for herself. Not only her sudden jealousy of Katya and Adore, but her relationship with Biff as well. She had thought he was excellent as her new boyfriend but something in his eyes that Friday made her think twice. She felt a sudden sadness and emptiness after it; found a bitter taste in her mouth every time she remembered that event.

She didn't want to get used to have sex. And that made her ask herself if she really wanted to do it again. Most importantly a question was bugging her: Did she really love him?

There were so many things going on in her head, that she needed to speak with someone who had the experience and she could be comfortable talking with.

So that Monday, as she was finishing her shift, she asked Jinkx if she wanted to drink a coffee with her. The ginger said yes, enthusiastic as always.

Half an hour later, they were drinking coffee and talking about their job. It was always pleasant to be in Jinkx's company. She had a contagious and quirky energy about her that made Trixie's shifts pass by easier and easier every time.

"What's up with you today?" The red-headed woman asked her, looking up from her cup.

"I...I wanted to talk to you."

Jinkx raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. "I won't hide the body for you," she whispered. Trixie's reaction was to laugh loudly, bringing unwanted attention to her at the café. Meanwhile her co-worker seemed satisfied with her joke.

"No, I mean...I need advice. Well, a few pieces of advice, actually..." She was being fidgety with her hands, interlocking them, then deciding against it, then doing it again and again and again.

"Yeah sure, ask whatever you need Trix." She smiled at her kindly, making her feel more comfortable and more courageous to actually ask her.

"Well, I know you have a boyfriend and I was wondering...When did you realize you were in love with him?" She asked, looking at her intently and with curiosity in her eyes as she waited for her response..

"Hmm..." The girl in front of her started to think about the question and then she began to explain. "I think it was a lot of stuff I started to realize. Like: I would think about him constantly, I wanted to be with him almost every day, I would get nervous around him but the good kind of nervous...like you're excited to share time with that person. Like he is the only man in my eyes. Also he always listens to me, cares for me, so I always feel comfortable around him. Everything is effortless, he knows me so well that sometimes I don't need to tell him anything. Just a look and that's it. And he's handsome but that's a plus..." Jinkx giggled, her happiness evident on her face.

"Wow...that's...That sounds amazing!" Trixie was stunned at hearing what Jinkx was saying, everything about the redhead's demeanor showed how in love she was for him. "Also..." Trixie got closer to her and gestured to her friend to get closer to her as she whispered her the next question:

"How was your first time?" She covered her mouth a little. Her friend giggled a bit, watching how Trixie was acting.

"I think it was fine. Obviously at first, it hurts, but my boyfriend was really gentle and careful. Later I started to enjoy it...and now I can't get enough!" Jinxk whispered, her face getting redder by the second.