04 × I'm here for you

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*** Flashback ***

2014...

SinB get back to her room immediately with the diary inside her hands. With tears still left on her cheek, she opened the first page of the diary and saw the first date entry there.

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18 March 2014

Annyeong! New diary I guess? Since I've come to a new shool, shouldn't I have a new diary? This is my first day at this school. I think everyone was nice, but I have no courage to talk to them. I heard the rumours about me, but I don't care anymore. Hope my days at this new school will be better.

- Yerin

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The first entry was pretty fine, SinB thought while smiling sadly looking at those handwrittens. Then she turn to next page where she spot a slight change to Yerin's.

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22 March 2014

It's Monday. The bad news is that I think I became a bully material again. Someone just called me sl*t and h*e at school. I don't know who they are but I was hurt by it. I tried to calm myself by having some fresh air at the rooftop the end of school. The good news is, I met someone ^^! Her name was... I don't remember. Is that Eunmi? Eunbi? But thanks to her finally I have someone to talk to at this school. She seems like a nice girl, also... younger?

- Yerin

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SinB smiling slighyly when she saw her name was there. But then her smiles turn into sorrows when she learn the fact that Yerin was up there for a reason.

SinB turn to next page where she uncover more about the desperate and frustration inside Yerin's mind.

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25 March 2014

I... I cannot endure this anymore. It's hard to act tough outside when the fact that actually I was so fragile inside. It's killing me! This feelings killing me! Why should people judge a person before trying to talk to them? I'm tired of being lonely! I would like to have friends too! Why the world is so cruel to me?!!

- Yerin

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SinB cried again. She don't know how long that Yerin suffer from her loneliness but she really wish that all of this didn't happen.

Yerin was a nice girl. If you talk to her you will be certain that she really a nice and bubbly girl!

SinB turn to the next page, where it is also the last entry of Yerin's diary.

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5 April 2014

I wait at the rooftop yesterday... I'm waiting for SinB... I want to tell her everything about me. Everything about how I feel, how depress I am when there's no one to talk to, when you keep receive hates from others. I want to talk to SinB. But she wasn't here today. I guess she was busy...

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