(Echo's Pov) *The Same Day*
After tellin Oliver everythin about my past and everythin that's happened, I can't tell you how relieved I felt and how good it all felt gettin it all off my heart and shoulders...it felt like I was carryin the world on both which always made it so hard not to make any slips up or let Oliver worry about me...
But because I hate everyone in this school and just knowin that Oliver was curious...I was just really glad I told him and I'm so relieved and glad that his feelings haven't changed and that he doesn't think of me any differently...nothin feels better than really knowin you're so loved that no matter what happened in your past that nothin will change what you make with someone...I just hope things start lookin up from here.
After that I was so drained and exhausted, not to mention extremely thirst as well from all the cryin I was doin. I pulled away from Oliver and wiped my face of tears and snot. Oliver brushed a stand of wet hair from my face and kissed my head which made me smile softly "Do ya need anythin darlin?" he asked,
I sighed a bit "W-water please" I whispered, he smiled softly and nodded as he quickly went to get me a glass of water. Simone meowed which made me smile as I picked her up and hugged and kissed her "I finally did it Simone...I finally did it" I whispered, she meowed and licked my tear stained cheeks which made me giggle softly and sniffle and set her in my lap.
When Oliver came back, he handed me the water and sat down next to me. I drank most the water and sighed as it felt so good goin down. I wiped my mouth and held the glass in my hands "feel better?" he asked, I just smiled softly and nodded "I love you so much Echo Zabini" He said, I blushed shyly "I love you too Oliver Wood" I whispered which made him smile and kiss my head.
I drank the rest of my water and handed the glass to Oliver who set it on the nightstand "Well it's almost time to go back to class do ya wanna stay here and rest or go back to class?" he asked, I thought for a moment and sighed "I'll be okay. I'll come back to class" I said, Oliver raised an eyebrow "You sure? Cause I can just get the notes and work you need for the rest of your classes" He suggested,
I giggled as I kissed his cheek "You're sweet Ollie, but I'll be okay really" I said and nodded, he smiled softly and nodded as he kissed my head which made me smile. We had hopped out of bed and headed out of the Gryffindor house and headed off to finish the rest of the classes.
I just felt more...aware and better than I ever felt...maybe this is a sign that things will finally turn up now that I don't have to hide anything anymore...It felt strange...I felt free...I felt like I had so much more room in my head for school and for Oliver.
Not once was my head clouded or foggy or full of everythin bad that happened in my life. Not once did I feel on edge or anxious or nervous about all that's happened or feelin like I was about to explode at any moment. I felt so much lighter and so much more free like such a world and weight has been lifted off my chest, my heart and my soul...
I felt like a whole new person, I felt like I could breathe again and felt like I wasn't trapped in this nightmare bubble full of fear, anxiety, worries and paranoia...Tellin Oliver felt like that bubble has been popped and every demon and monster trapped inside and wrapped around my neck like a noose finally flew away into the wind and could finally allow me to breathe in the fresh air and new life I could now hopefully finally enjoy...
You have no idea what it was like livin inside a bubble filled with your own trauma and demons who wrapped themselves around your neck like a noose makin it impossible to breath each and every day and tryin to live your life with someone...how they feed off your fears, your insecurities, your sadness, your anger, your rage and hate...your trauma.
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Darlin' (Oliver Wood Fanfic)
Fanfiction*MENTIONS OF R*PE YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED* Echo Zabini wasn't your average 16 year old girl living in London, England with her older brother and widowed mother. Growing up hasn't been easy for these siblings as their mother not only re-married 6 t...