first storm

(19) messages

August 29, 2018

Hey thanks for everything in the past 2

weeks, i had a really great time

Pleasure's all mine, Tiffany.

You're even more beautiful in person.

thank you

How's home?

it's home

my mom's been nicer, though i suppose

i didn't give her too much of a choice

homemade meals sure beat hospital

food :^)

I can imagine :)

You're probably settling back in

But do you want to see each other next week?

listen adam

I've been thinking

I really enjoyed being with you. those

weeks were magical, even if they were

spent with me in a hospital bed with

tubes in my arms. you made me feel

so loved and wanted. but you were right.

i'm sad and i'm not ready for a

relationship. i'm doing a little better now

but there's always going to be these

cobwebs inside my lungs and i don't

think i should be attached to someone

in my life while i'm figuring out who i am

and what i love. i wanted someone to

save my life, and for a while you

breathed this fresh air into my lungs,

but that doesn't make the cobwebs go

away. you're an amazing person, adam

taylor, but now it's time for both of us

to focus on school and graduation and

what's ahead. i love you and i'll never

forget what you did for me. you saved

my life and i can't thank you enough

for knowing something was wrong.

maybe someday we'll cross paths

again. goodbye. <3