roommates | larry stylinson

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Louis sat down on a bench in a small park next to the university.
He thought about Harry and his crush on him.

He was sad that Harry thought that Louis would call him some rude names because he was gay.
But Louis thought that it was fair. He has been treating Harry like shit to avoid his own feelings because he was afraid that it wasn't mutual or that Harry would break his heart.

About a year ago Louis admitted his feelings to one of his closest friends his name was Nick and they started dating afterwards.

It was new for both of them and they decided to keep it a secret until they were both ready to come out.

Louis loved Nick and he thought that Nick loved him too.

In the beginning they spent all of their free time together and cuddled or made out.

After a month Louis asked Nick if they want to make their relationship public but Nick told him that he wasn't ready to do it now maybe in two weeks or a month.
Louis trusted him but decided that he wants to out himself now.

He told his closest friends and his football team.
They accepted it. To be correct most of them accepted it.

The news spread around quickly and after 2 days the whole school was talking about the fact the Louis Tomlinson is gay.

At first it didn't bother Louis but then the bullying started.

They called him names and pushed him around.

But this wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that Nick did nothing, he stood next to Louis' bullies and just looked at the whole scene.
To Louis the whole thing seemed like yesterday.

"Hey fag?"

Louis tried to ignore the people around him and continued walking next to Nick.

"Hey I'm talking to you."

Louis continued walking before someone grabbed him and pushed him away.

Louis fell to the ground and closed his eyes for a moment to stay calm.

He stood up again and wanted to continue walking.

"Nick? Is he sucking your dick or why are you still friends with him?" One of the boys asked.

"No he's not. I'm not like that."
Nick answered angrily.

Louis stopped in his tracks. I'm not like that. The words were stuck in his head and it hurt. Nick could have just said no but he denied being gay and he said it with such a disgusted voice that it physically hurt Louis.

Later that day Louis and Nick sat on Louis' bed and the words from earlier were still stuck in Louis head.

"Why did you say it like that? Why did you deny that your are gay? You could have just said no to his question if I suck your dick."
Louis asked.

"I don't want them to bully me. Why are you so mad about this?" Nick answered and didn't even look at Louis.

"It hurt Nick." Louis said shyly and looked down.
He hoped that Nick would apologise and they could cuddle afterwards.
But Nick never apologised.

"I have to go now" Nick told Louis and left the house.

The people in Louis school continued bullying him and Nick didn't say a word.

Louis and Nick continued dating secretly and had their first time together after 3 months.

They acted like friends in school and were all over each other when they were alone.

What bothered Louis the most was that Nick was still flirting with some girls in school.
He always told Louis that he had to keep his reputation but it hurt.

It worsened every day and one day Louis couldn't take it anymore.

"Hey Lou can I talk to you real quick?" Nick asked Louis after their third period.

"Yeah." Louis answered and they walked to a small bench outside the school.

"You know I've been talking to Molly these last few weeks to keep my reputation." Nick explained.

Louis looked down at his hands before he answered "yeah I know why?"

"I asked her to be my girlfriend today. You know just to make it more believable.
And I hope it's okay for you if I kiss her occasionally." Nick told him.

"You're lying?" Louis asked with tears in his eyes.

"No"

"Nick what the fuck. I love you and I'm okay with the fact that you don't want to come out but this... this ist definitely too much for me.
Break up with her or I'm breaking up with you." Louis told him angrily.

"No I'm not breaking up with her calm down." He replied.

"Okay sorry Nick but it's over."

Louis heart didn't break this day. It broke two days later when he saw that Nick and Molly were still together ans all over each other.

He promised himself to never fall in love again and it worked. He had two one night stands since the break up but he never developed any feelings.
Until now and he didn't even know Harry well.

Harry was sitting on his bed and he thought about Louis.
Why was he so mean what did Harry do to deserve that.

Harry wanted Louis to like him because he had a small crush on him which grew bigger ever time he laid his eyes on the blue eyed boy.

He was sure that Louis was straight but now that he new that Louis was gay as well he could feel the butterflies in his stomach.

Suddenly Harry heard the door open and looked up.

Louis was walking inside and sat down on his bed.

"You okay?" Harry asked.

"None of your business." Louis replied and lied down with his back facing Harry.