𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝔹𝕠𝕪𝕤 • seodo/Hodo

7.

Seoho POV.

"Sometimes I feel like giving up, No medicine is strong enough. Someone help me, I'm crawling in my skin, Sometimes I feel like giving up but I just can't, IT ISN'T IN MY BLOOOD"

"Turn your fucking alarm off before I turn you off."

What a nice sentence to whisper into my Ear at 9 in the morning. "Shut up you can't even hurt a fly." I said, turning away from him. First, to turn off my alarm, second because he's freaking hot, and I don't want to sweat just because he's right next to me......wait-

I turned back to face him only to see him sleeping again. His face was red and his whole body radiated warmth or heat. I sat straight up and placed the back of my hand carefully at his forehead which was even hotter. " I swear to god if we get sick because you have a fever right now, I will kill you." I whispered but regret when he started shivering. I jumped out of bed, searched for the nearest pharmacy, and changed my clothes so I can go there. I checked if he is sleeping one last time and wrote a little note for him, telling him where I'm going.

Back with some medicine and soup for him, I saw him sitting up on the bed currently fighting his runny nose.

"Good morning to you too." I chuckled a bit and sat down at the side of the bed.

"How do you feel?" "Like trash..." " I asked how you feel not what you look like." "Listen here you little shit-" "-sorry I just had to...but I've bought you some medicine and soup so... we good right" I tried to convince him not to hit me anytime soon.

" Yeah yeah, give it to me and don't talk in that volume thanks." I smiled and gave him his medicine first even though he wanted to protest like a child.

" so you've got a headache too huh?" I whispered while feeding him. he was kind of cute in this situation, but I don't want him to be cute. He should be cute when he's healthy but he's just straight-up annoying...Seoho...Shut the fuck up please. you're talking nonsense. "I'm cold..."

"Do you want blankets or something? This may sound weird because we don't talk to each other like that, but I hate seeing you like that, so we must get you healthy soon. I want you to yell at me like you always do." I mumbled while putting some blankets on this poor man. he looked so tired and exhausted. I wasn't listening to what he was whispering until he started to pout. "Is that what you think of me?" oh god he's so emotional right now...WHAT DO I DO?

I sat down next to him putting one of my arms around his shoulders. "Listen, I didn't mean it okay? I know you do so much more for us than just making fun of me, but I tried to cheer you up a bit you know?" he nodded slightly, and I smiled a bit at his cute pout. He is indeed sick. The Geonhak I know would never be this affectionate or emotional near me.

So after some time, he slept in my arm, leaning on me while I tried to text the others that we won't come home today because I don't want to take a moody and grumpy Geonhak on a Long ass ride. I bet I'm going to get sick when we come back home. I carefully put his head on the pillow and stood up to get some ice so I could cool his burning forehead, but I had to make sure that the rest of his body was covered in blankets. I don't want him to be cold I just want him to cool down a bit...he's sweating so much Oh gosh. I WISH I PAID MORE ATTENTION WHEN MY MOM CARED FOR ME. I'm so lost.

Should I call Keonhee? Or my mom?

So, in the end I called my mom who was confused because we don't talk much to each other because she's at work and I'm doing my stuff here soooo yeah actually pretty sad. She told me some useful things to do like: get him to drink much and keep him hydrated, tepid baths, and much good rest. I thanked her, told her I love her, and hung up to make Geonhak the bath he might need.

I woke up the younger so I can take this sleepy man to his bath. He needed some help undressing himself but we are both boys so that shouldn't be a problem, right? yeah. I guess.

Finally undressed he was still tired, sitting in the bathtub with neutral water. I sat beside him with a cup in my hands, filling it with water and tilt it over the sleepy Geonhak so it runs over him. His eyes are slightly open as he tries to reach me with his wet hands. Haha no.

I take his hand and put it back in the water, running my hands through his wet hair. After that I decided to check up on his fever. "See? Your fever is getting better, thanks to me." I smile proudly but he splashes water in my direction. "I'm sick because of you in the first place." "There is no evidence for this sir."

It took us some couple of hours but here we are, one of us awake sitting on the bed watching TV. The other one laying down, sleeping because sleep cures everything. I started smiling at the memories of this weekend and the sight of the sleeping male.

Maybe fate wants us to be friends. We both feel the same pain. Love is trash.

Maybe because we both have our inner chaos right now, we can be each other's happiness. Because we understand each other.

Maybe. Just, maybe we can relieve our pain with building up this friendship.  

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Updating will now maybe Take even longer because I have nearly No Inspiration & Motivation AND I actually had written These chapters before but now I'm Out of finished Chapters.
Anyways, HAVE A GREAT DAY. I LOVE YOU.
and now I'm trying to sleep. AGAIN.