𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝔹𝕠𝕪𝕤 • seodo/Hodo

6.

Hwanwoong POV.

It was already three pm but Seoho and Geonhak were still gone. They didn't text, they ignored our calls and just disappeared. 

Youngjo was sitting at the table in the kitchen, holding his hand in his hands while sighing. All of us are worried because Seoho is bad at organizing and planning things spontaneously and Geonhak is definitely not in the right mood to deal with Seohos chaos right now. 

Soon after the Duo left, Dongju and Keonhee woke up and came into the kitchen with a frown on their face, both shocked from hearing what happened. Dongju tried to call his beloved Hyungs while Keonhee was still trying to process this mess. Geonhak didn't pick up his phone but texted him instead. He was way too soft for our youngest but that's not the point here. 

"Don't worry, we will come back. Just try to calm Youngjoo Hyung, I know he feels really bad but I'm okay." 

I went over to Youngjo, sat beside him, and took his hand. "Hyung stop thinking...I know you blame yourself for what happened but we know you didn't actually want to-" He looked up into my eyes and I froze. His eyes all red and puffy, his cheeky wet, his hair messed up and his gaze cold but hurt. No one here has ever seen him cry. Not even me, this is my first time seeing him this emotional. 

I felt the shiver running down my spine when I heard his cracked, raspy voice talking to me. 

"I know, I know I know but still it hurts. I just hit my best friend because of something so stupid without even thinking and now I can't even talk to him about it. I want to sort things out and I just want to hear him say that he's okay...I just-" that's when a sob interrupted him. I know there was so much going on in this mind of his but I can't really do anything as long as Geonhak doesn't talk to him. 

So all I can do is at least try to calm him in any way. Keonhee and Dongju went back into their room after Keonhee made all of us some warm Milk. 

Together with youngjo in his room, he pretended to be asleep but I know he was thinking about everything.  I didn't know if he wanted to have Space or needed me so I just lied down next to him in case he needed my comfort. I know That I have nothing to do with this-....wait I actually do. I mean if-....hwanwoong no just because two boys have a crush on you doesn't mean that You're at fault because no one can control these feelings. Everyone has the-....well, again no, Aromantic people- Gosh Hwanwoong shut up. Just sleep.

and so I finally did. But I wish I didn't. Nightmares of this Fight and how it could have ended if Seoho Hyung and I didn't nearly crash the door into the wall haunted me this night. I ended up waking up at eight in the morning on the ground beside the bed. I didn't even wake up while falling off the bed?? come on...

My thoughts got distracted by the smell of Breakfast from the door so I stood up and walked downstairs to the kitchen. 

Surprisingly I didn't see Keonhee at the stove, making the omelet. No instead it was Youngjo. The light from the window next to him made it seem like his fluffy hair was glowing. 

I sneaked silently behind him, back hugging him, the elder flinched and looked to the side where I rested my head on his shoulder. He smiled at me with a warm gaze. I could literally feel the love through his eyes. "Good Morning woongie" "Good Morning Hyung." 

I really wanted this Good Morning kiss.

But... " eww get a room. Don't let your Love burn my food." Dongju said, pushing me and Youngjo away from the stove. "yah-" "don't even try to swear at the baby." Keonhee interrupted Youngjo. "apart from the fact that I'm not a baby anymore, I agree. Don't swear at me, I will bite you."

I laughed at first but stopped when Dongju snatched my hand and tried to bite it. " YAH EAT YOUR OMELET" 

after this incident, we ate silently but kind of in comfortable silence. That was until Keonhee decided to break it. 

"Did anyone get a message from them ?" All of us shook our heads. Except for Dongju. He opened his phone and put it on the table. He called Seoho but he hung up. So he called Geonhak and to our surprise, he picked up the call and we heard a raspy morning voice. "what's up my guy? but don't scream, please...Seoho Hyung is still sleeping and I don't want him to wake up...He's a Bit annoying alone." 

All of us looked at each other. So they're still together. Great so no one got lost. 

"Wait, where the fuck are you two? Are you staying in a Hotel or something?"

" Well, yeah. Anyways...I'm fine...please take care of each other, we will be back soon. And youngjo if you're listening... I'm fine... let's talk when I'm back so we can sort things out.I know tho isn't who we are." Everything went silent for a moment. 

I took Youngjo's hand and smiled at him. I really hope- "eww you sound like that one Pick-me girls in those romantic child shows....I don't know how to describe it but you know what I mean." of course dongju had to destroy the mood. But what caught my attention was the little snort coming from the other line, which was definitely not Geonhak's.  

"I will go now. bye bye guys... see you soon." he said before he hung up. "see? no Problem Youngjo hyung. you don't need to worry. Can we do something fun now? I'm bored and y'all are sad as hell. No negative energy allowed."  

"already one step ahead of you little one." Keonhee said from the living room while he started any game on our Tv. Dongju immediately stood up and practically jumped into the other room. 

I looked at Youngjo one last time and brushed his hand softly with my thumb. He finally seemed calm and smiled before we went after Dongju to see them literally fighting while playing. 

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   I feel like this is so bad I don't want to send this to my friends who know I'm writing this o.o"

ALSO

I CAN'T SLEEP. OUR PUPPY WOKE ME UP AT 4 AM AND NOW I CAN'T SLEEP. ITS BEEN TWO HOURS?! I HATE HIM BECAUSE HE'S SLEEPING RN😪