-God's Curse- [G!P] (SUAYEON)

CH-19

Sua hanged herself into her comfortable clothes, she sat on the couch situated in the hall, she checked her Gmail on her phone.

Her mom slowly approached her. She sat beside her.

"Sua, do you think ignoring the problem will help?" She asked her daughter.

"I don't want to talk about it." Sua whispered and kept her focus on the phone.

"If we talk like adults, we can solve this situation." Her mom said, Sua ignored her.

"You should eat something." Her mom whispered in a low voice and was about to go to her room, but sua stopped her.

"Wait..." said Sua, her mom quickly turned around to face her with a smile, hoping for her to talk more.

"Let's talk." Sua said in a calm voice, she kept her phone aside, switching it off.

"Okay..." Her mom replied in a low whisper, she sat on the couch.

"Where do you want me to start from??" Sua asked in a frustrating tone.

The black haired girl stared at the ground for a while.

"Ohh... let's start from the day when you and my dad slept together." Sua whispered and stared at her mom.

"Sua...your dad was the one who started it." Her mom replied in a firm tone, she interwined her fingers and clasped her hands together on her lap.

"Why didn't you stop him?? You clearly wanted it to happen, were you that dumb??" The black haired girl replied slightly raising her voice.

"We—" her mom couldn't complete her sentence because of Sua's interruption.

"Because of you, my mom used to cry. Because of you, my mom was broken and you want to have a healthy relationship with me, as your daughter?? My mom died because of you and my dad." Sua completed her sentence with a shaky voice, she clenched her fists.

Sua didn't forget the day, when her biological mother had a heart attack. Sua's mom knew her dad was cheating on her with Misun.

She kept it hidden from Sua for a long time, she told her daughter about her dad, when she was in the hospital taking her last breath, she had a last chance to tell Sua everything.

"I regret loving him as my dad, he never loved my mom, he was a fucking jerk, he was cheating on her with you, he would tell us that he had work. He would always come up with some reasons to stay with you." She whispered looking at her Mom, her gaze was filled with anger.

"And you... What should I call you... A slut??" The black haired girl asked in a frustrating tone, looking at her Mom.

The woman in front of her didn't say anything for awhile.

She wasn't surprised at Sua's use of words.

"I understand why you hate me. I was indecent back then. That is why, I've got my punishment. When your dad was ready to have a family with me, I couldn't be a mother and he left me, he left me for another woman." She stared at Sua with tears filled in her eyes, she was trying, not to get emotional.

Sua stared at her with a blank expression. Her mom continued the sentence "I was broken, I realised how unfortunate my destiny was, when I came to know that I couldn't be a mother. After your mom passed away, he handed you to me, to take care of you. You were already mature for your age. You knew your dad cheated on your mom. You were just thirteen years old, still you knew everything. I kept trying to give you the love I could give my own child, if that was even possible." Her mom explained and smiled sadly looking at Sua.

She continued her sentence with a smile, "I kept trying to love you, I was dying for you to call me your Mom with your heart, but you denied, And you will deny forever, I know that."  Sua had a blank expression. Her tears were slowly flowing down on her face.

Her Mom gently wiped Sua's tears with her thumb, she rested her hand on her cheek, "I'm sorry for hurting you and taking away the most precious thing you had in your life, Your Family." Her mom whispered in a low voice.

Misun blamed herself for hurting Sua. She blamed herself for everything that she is suffering through.

She knows she isn't alone in this path. Sua is suffering from the same pain as her.

Sua yanked her hand away with a force and quickly stood up, she wiped her face roughly.

She picked her phone and started heading towards her bedroom.

Her mom watched her as she left. She sat there regretting her decisions.

She could have stopped it. She could have said 'no' to him.

There were so many choices to reject him, but she didn't. She wanted him to herself, She knew, he was married and had a daughter.

She didn't know the consequences back then. She was blinded by his fake promises. She thought he would leave his first wife and her daughter just to be with her.

Now, she was suffering the pain that she brought to Sua's mother years ago.

Everyone has to pay the price, for what they do. She wasn't a exception.

She knew, there was not a chance to be forgiven by Sua.

Who would forgive the woman, who was involved in the cheating with her dad.

Sua was 11 years old when her biological mother died. She knew, her dad was hiding something from her mom. But she didn't expected it to be cheating.

Her dad used to love her alot.

Sua didn't just blamed Misun she blamed her dad too, she knew it was the both of them who ruined her happiness.

Her new mom was trying to reach her out after getting shut out for almost thirteen years.

She keeps trying everyday, in the hope that Sua will forgive her.

Her mom will never give up.

She wants Sua to understand, that she is alone.

She only has Sua in her life right now.

When Sua isn't home, she feels lonely. She tries to spend her time by watching some TV shows or cooking some dishes for herself.

She knows her mistake, she is accepting it.

It's hard for her to stay with Sua in a same place, It feels like it's only her that's alive in their house, who keeps starting one sided conversation with Sua.

The black haired girl ignores her, she doesn't pay attention to her when she tries to say something.

It makes her mom feel lonely, but her mom will not give up, yet.

Her mom gets up from the couch and heads towards her room, their talk didn't go the way she wanted.

She lays herself down on her bed. She stares at the ceiling.

Would she ever be able to create a soft place for herself in Sua's heart.

Will Sua ever accept her as her real Mom??

She was a home wrecker for Sua, she always tried to apologize to Sua. But there was no result.

Thoughts started invading her mind. Her face started getting warm by her tears, she tightly closed her eyes and took few deep breaths.

After blinking few times, she decided to sleep by closing her eyes slowly.

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