unforgivable curses

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^this chapter is not recommended for every public^

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I entered the room, which once was dumbledore's office, now was snape's.

Everything was the same, except for a painting, of dumbledore.

He was between the other directors, I almost missed him.

Of course I knew he wasn't the real dumbledore, but he had his essence.

I looked at him, with my mouth slightly open, he looked at me, and smiled.

I raised one of my eyebrows, and was going to say something when the door closed.

Snape entered the room.

I was scared of what he would do to me.

He sat in 'his' chair, and made a movement for me to seat on the other in front of him.

I sat slowly, still with fear, I looked at my pocket, and my wand wasn't there.

I remembered my wand flying away.

Shit.

"How do you know how to do the unforgivable curses ?" He asked slowly

What ? He wasn't there to expell me?

"Um I don't know" I lied

he gave an impatient sigh.

"If you don't tell me the truth, I'm going to have to tell the carrows to teach you that lying is a bad thing" I looked at his eyes with hate,

so much hate.

I sighed, and said "in the tournament sir, the dragon, he didn't go back because he was dead" I said emphasizing the 'sir'.

He seemed surprised, but didn't showed

"alright you can go back now"

That's it ? Really ?

I got up from my seat, and got back to my dorm.

I was passing through the corridors and people looked at me, and went to the other direction.

Now everyone knew that I was a death eater.

I entered the slytherin common room, and I saw theo there seating on the couch facing the other side.

We were alone.

I went to him, I was a little bit better, but seeing him, and remembering that he stoped me, made me angry.

I knew I was wrong, but I didn't cared.

I couldn't kill astoria neither snape, so I needed,

I craved to discount on someone.

"Why you did that ?" I said quietly

"what ?" He said turning his head and facing me.

He sighed, and got up.

"why you stopped me ?" I said now in a higher tone

"I really need to respond?" he asked.

I was angry.

He put his hand on his pocket, and took out my wand, my eyes interlocked with the wood.

He wasn't that stupid to give me my wand.

Or he was ?

He handed me the object, which I didn't wait to get.

I pointed my wand to him.

The angriness consumed me.

My wand was at his neck, making his head go back slightly

"go on kill me" he said looking at me.

My hand was starting to shake, I placed my other hand on my wand to make it stop trembling,

it sank more on his neck.

"Kill me like you did with the dragon" he shouted,

my mouth opened.

I just needed to say the word a-v-a-d-a k-e-d-a-v-r-a, and everything would end.

I just needed to say, but I couldn't.

I couldn't do that to the love of my life.

I couldn't.

"Promise me one thing ?" I said turning my head back to him, "everything", "promise me that you always will be with me", "I promise"

Flashbacks were passing through my head,

my wand was slowly getting down.

The sound of the wood hitting the floor made me go back to reality.

He looked at the floor to the wand, then at my eyes.

I could see stars on his eyes.

I closed my eyes slightly, and I felt a warm thing on my lips. It was theo.

He was kissing me, he was kissing me so smoothly that I almost couldn't felt him.

I let go, then kissed him again, but this time was rough, the last thing that it was, was smooth.

We just let go for the sake of our breaths.

He got my wand from the floor, and without breaking our kiss we apparated to his room.

After all this time I still couldn't understand how he could apparate in hogwarts.

But I didn't cared.

I just wanted to feel him.

I let all my anger on him.

Between our kisses we were giving deep breaths.

I realized I was laying on his bed. He took out his shirt smirking at me, I smirked, and wrapped my legs around his body.

I was now sitting on his lap, while he was kissing me.

He made his way to my neck, he was sucking on it.

He turned me to the bed. He was on top of me.

I looked at his semi - bare body, I almost gasped

"enjoying the view ?"

I realized I was looking more than I should, I got his face, and kissed him.

We did it for a long time.

When we finished I was so tired, that I didn't knew if I could get up, so I decided to just stay there.

I looked at him, and said with a lot of effort

"I'm sorry"

he kissed my head and said "is ok darling"

And we slept there.

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