The Mafia And I [On Hold]

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I sit beside brandy and amy a small smile gracing my lips as I take in there attire all of us flaunting our certificate huge smile as we stand taking selfie with caption 'Graduation style'.

6 month that's how time fly a frown take over as I remember the activities of the last six month . That six month that means a lot six months of struggle , six months of forgetting and last but not least six month since I've seen him .

"Let's welcome the class of 2020 to the podium " a round of cheers go up as we all make it up . My dad at the front pride in his ebony eyes as they stare up at me. Glossing over with unshed tears that she sure also had something to do with her stay here that was ending little by little.  I scan the rest tge rest of the crowd my heart searching for something that I hadn't realised. I spot families , children , a couple of teenagers , a figure in black overall , the these of glaring eyes for those got the chance to come even they didn't make it in the graduation list

My eyes shoot back to wear I saw the dark figure finding the seat empty had I imagine it ...

Clearing my mind I look back to the set seeing what there behaviour had cause them to lack .... being here to see what they had a chance to have but gave up

My eyes wandered back to seat wandering back to his last words

"I'll always be there in the shadows watching ,waiting '

Waiting for what she'd yet the find out.

"Oh come on its the last day of high school" Amy countered begging me for the 100th time to attend the going away party for the graduates.

Brandy scoffed "as I said your wasting your time "she retort

And I blatantly ignore her rude remark which she seem to be sending my way since we arrive in my bedroom

"Come on car " Amy say giving her best puppy eyes that prolly would have work if Brandy didn't open her mouth

"Can't you see she become .............your just wasting your time"

Wanting her to finish her words I spin around with a raised eyebrow.

"Become what ??"I demanded

"Pathetic " she snickers and from the corner if my eyes I see any begging her to shut up . Schooling my emotions I say "how so "

"Come we see it , amy sees , the whole school sees , better yet the whole fuçķinğ world see how pathetic you've become since Zachary fucked you and then move across the continent to get away from you bored ass pussy " I winced at the name I haven't heard for months a name that only left my lips in dreams.  as she practically scream I look to amy seeing her look down embarrassed

"Ames ?" I asked the question hanging in the air

"I'm sorry "she squeaked confirming my answer

"Well I can see when I'm not needed I say as I make my way downstairs pausing.

Wait wtf

Marching back I cursed myself making my way back to my room my eyes shot up to mine as I enter sorting regret .....me too Ames me too

" Get out " I say emotionless and see amy flinch

"Gladly "brandy say making her way through the door stopping only to gestured to a reluctant amy .

Finally getting up she comes in front me "car I'm sor. ......"

Holding up my hand to silence her

"Only frens get to call me that and the last time I check the doors is impatient so you better get going before it hitcha on your way out"

With the last sigh she make your way out she whisper "I love you car forever and always "

The join brandy as she scoff and swing her hips through the door

"And brandy " i say  and she spin giving me a look like i'm beneath her. " Please take that stinking stench with you I'm allergic to flies " I say as I slam the door in her face a satisfied smile grace my lips at her expression.

Pathetic that's what they see me as ..., pathetic my ass you wanna see the real Carlisle let's drop the innocent look cause brandy you about to meet the real me .

With determination on my face I  went in my walk in closet to look for the perfect outfit that bring out the fucking bitch in me...........

I might as well change my name to bianca

Whew

Finally I've let her see the bitch in brandy and in the process
Letting her bitch out welcome mamma mafia 😂

If yall didn't quite get it there was a speeding of time of like six months got it

You'll,  see why in the next chp

Love Safia 💕 💋