Assassin (Kakashi love story)

Is this that kind of love?!

"Aww is this the start of love" I hear Sakura say, but thinking shes talking to Jet, then I hear Smellerbee say "It must be , they look like a cute couple" ok what's going on?!. I wake up under the same tree in KAKASHI'S ARMS!! WHAT!!?? . I mean it's not that I'm saying I don't enjoy being in them, wait what am I thinking?! I can't focus right and my hearts beating fast. Then I feel Kakashi move under me and he says "Why hello sleeping Beauty". I got shivers up my spine and got up to leave. He grabbed my arm and I fell on top of him on the grass , we both started blushing but he kept me on top of him. We forgot about the kids until Naruto yelled covering his eyes "NOOO! PLEASE NOT HERE OR AT LEAST IN FRONT OF US!!! NOO!!"
I yelled" No it's not like that, it's just I fell" making lies as I go "and we were talking earlier and got tired and I'm a wild sleeper so you know I ended up on Kakashi 's lap." Then Kakashi also lied "Yeah and at night I like to hold my pillow so I must have mistaken her as one no big deal guys" he end up sweating terribly. They bought the story and left , we both breath at the same , looked at each other, then turned away to blush then I asked "why did you do that"
"I thought you needed a friend at your side so I went to hug you but you got comfortable and I just went with it" he respond calmly

"Oh sorry about that then" I apologized

"No it was fine , but not only did I come to comfort you with a hug, I thought you would like a someone to talk to. " he said sincerely

I was in shock like crazy and the thing that hit me the most was that he called me his friend. I went with it because it now he did deserve the title. I nodded in agreement.

"So let's talk, what's bugging you?!" He asked in a calm husky voice.

......... As the wind blew silently, I thought of so many things, it's like I can trust him already. No I can't , trust leads to love and love leads to death I can't make the same mistake Sitka did. I won't do it.

"Nothing" I said in a whisper and got up and left.

I wanted to turn around but if I did I may see a hurt face and give in. So I decided not to.

As I walked back to the town I stopped at a tea house then went back to the place I was offered to sleep at. Stayed in there for the afternoon.
__________ Kakashi POV

When she left for some reason I was hurt nor did I want to let her go. I stayed under the tree, I tried reading but my mind was too focused on her. She's more than a mystery I want to solve , but still I think I may be falling for her. Is this the right thing to do, I mean there's friendship love and love love. Maybe I should stop getting into her life and not care , that's the only way I know if this is that kinda love and I mean the one past friendship. I laid there until sleep took over.

_______Kakashi POV dream
(This may be a little nasty , so I can skip if you want)

I grabbed her hand as she tried to leave and pulled her on top of me. She looked so beautiful as flew into my arms, then I pulled down her bandages, and It revealed her soft skin. Then I pulled my mask down and we both kissed. After a while I took off her shirt and mine. I saw her blush because she didn't have a bra on, smirk and sucked on her nipples. Then everything fast forward into me fucking her senseless but it was all done in love. Once we finished I laid on top of her breathing heavily and said "I love you".

______Dream over back to Kakashi POV
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I woke up sweating, heart beating fast , and even worse a stain in the middle of my pants. "Damn!" It's only beginning to sunset, good so no one can see it in the dark. Then I looked up and things got even worse. "Hey Kakashi, sorry about earlier..." She began talking and as much as I love listen to her I had to zone out and fix my problem. I got up and said "Sorry can we talk later, I think I heard Naruto calling me" and I started running down the hill. Then I regretted looking back because I saw her head down and I can tell she was sad. Then I went back and put my hand on her shoulders and said "But then again Naruto can wait." I gave her a closed eyes smile. She turned and smiled also. I'm so glad the best idea popped in my head, it was to put my jacket around my waist and I did it just in time before she offered to eat someplace in town.
__________master POV

1hr before Kakashi

I cant sleep, because he just on my mind. Why can't he just get out of it. All I'm doing is starting up a death sentence for myself, what can I do. Maybe if I confront him with these feeling they could end up being illusion and problem solved. Yes! That's I'll do.
Then I took a shower put on my Aladdin pants on, bandu, and sleeveless jacket on and out the door I went. Hopefully he's still at the tree on the hill.

_______15 minutes later____
Yes he was there but he looked a little worried. Then as I got up there, he got up and I spoke" Hey Kakashi sorry what happen before, I was too scared to tell you..." He cut me off
"Sorry can we talk later I think I heard Naruto calling me" and he ran down the hill . I put my head down in defeat thinking now he's avoiding me and I'll never know if I truly love him friend like or love love. Then I felt a hand on my shoulder and he said "But then again Naruto can wait" he gave me a closed eye smile. I offered him to eat dinner with me and he nodded so went down hill in a peaceful silence.

_____ 3rd person POV

As they went down the hill they both thought to them selfs simultaneously: Time to find the truth, is this that kind of love?!