As me and James just look at each other (I say look we were both staring at each other I probably looked like I was giving him evils but oh well) a loud door bell rang and we both jumped James walked out the room and left me here . I finally got to look around so I did the walls were cream and the furniture looked brand new I felt bad for sitting on this comfy white sofa wearing nothing but black but worse I looked down and saw that I wasn't alone that the howl time I sat there with James awkwardly staring at each other there was a puppy who'd patiently waited I looked at him and he barked the cutest bark ever i streaked him and gave him fuss but that wasn't a invitation to sit on the sofa with me . James walked in look strait passed me and picked up the puppy who looked so excited to see James he was going to pee and walked away so get again I was by myself . When James returned he grabbed my hand and pulled me up he didn't say anything he didn't need to he was annoyed and upset I could tell .
We entered him room and he turned round so I was pind up against the door he looked me in the eyes and locked it(the door that is ) his hand traveled from the handle to me waist I couldnt push him off I couldn't stop him I was so lost in his eyes them bright blue things that I didn't realise my bag and jacket where on the floor and we was slowly going to his bed . When my bum hit the mattress I looked him dead in the eyes "what's the matter ?"
"Nothing " he's lying
"James" I said in a warning tone
He sighed and looked away
"My parents are going on holiday again"
I looked at him confused
He continued to say " it's my birthday next week and there not going to be here yet again "
I hugged him with so much force we were now laying down I got butterflies in this position my hands round his neck his hands round my waist laying down .then something hit me so I slapped him
"Ow way to ruin a moment "
"Hey you didn't tell me it was your birthday next week "
" that's because it doesn't matter "
"Well it obviously does to me "
"Why want to get me something " he had a smirk on his face and wiggled his eyebrows looking at me
"Not want your thinking no "
" why not ?"
"You might aswell get a skinny Minnie blondie bobbie girly girl like slaggy Lindsey "
"But I don't want a skinny Minnie blondie bobbie girly girl like slaggy Lindsey I want you "
Them butterflies were going mental we where still laying down with are arms snaked around each other and with that said I couldn't help myself so I kissed him and he kissed me back the kiss deapend and his body was now on top of mine with his knees poped up so his weight wasn't on me his hands travelled up my top again and he rised it up and put his cold hands on my belly but the kiss stopped his face went pale as he looked down and saw my scars I looked away from him as he ran his thumb over them a few tears escaped my closed eyes and when I looked up at him he was almost crying he grabbed my arms and scanned them that was it he walked out leaving me there on his bed with my top pushed up to my bra and I looked at my belly and saw all the scars that where put there by myself I rolled over put my arms together and started to cry at the amount of scars that was there I pulled the blanket over me and waited for something to happen
I was awoken by a alarm I looked at the time 8 am I tried to get out of bed but couldn't with a pair of arms snaked around me I pulled away but they just pulled me closer into a chess a chess with muscles and a six pack I looked up to see James's face he had tear stains from his eyes down to his cheeks I snugged into him and his arms Tightened around my waist it was so comfortable intill my phone alarm went off inside my pocket only problem my jeans wernt on my they where on the floor God knows how but they where on the floor that's when I realised I was just in a top that was James's and underwear James's body turned around taking me with him but I fell on the floor with a thud that didn't wake him up what did was him trying to hold me closer and he looked like he was hugging himself i stiffened a laugh and saw his eyes open "where you going ?" His morning voice was raspy and sexy
" you dropped me "
"What ? " his face was a mixture of confusion and sleepiness
" I'll explain later "
" come back to bed" he pleaded with me to return to my old spot but today was Saturday and I didn't have to be anywhere I got up and he pulled me on top of him i couldn't stop the giggles at the image of me on top of a shirtless guy wearing his top
"Who changed me ? " I don't know but my brain told me to ask
"I did " he had a smirk on his face
" so why a football shirt ? "
" it's what I lounge about in sometimes nice matching Bambi underwear by the way " his laugh shook me
If looks could kill
He looked at me all incident
Then everything from last night hit me I needed to get some long sleeve tops
James looked at me like he knew what I was thinking " you shouldn't do it you know " I sighed he dosent understand no one does " your beautiful,funny and if you left me the pain alone would kill me your perfect in my eyes Elle and I love you for you nothing else I guess that's why whenever I see you I smile or whenever we kiss I get butterflies I love the way that when ever we argue you always have sarcastic comments and we never continue to argue we just stop and laugh about I love the way when you laugh you whize and your high pitch hiccups are the cutest thing every or whenever you hold my hand it tingles I love you Electra and even if no one else does which they do love you I will always be here I will always be by you even if you punch , kick or shout abuse at me I'm gonna stay by you because I love you ." I couldn't say anything so I kissed him a kiss full of emotion a kiss full of love
