This time James woke up before me and woke me up with his lips on my neck apparently we needed matching hickeys I got up and searched for my clothes but James didn't want me walking round naked so pulled me back under the sheets i looked around and found my bra it was on the celine fan i covered my face with my hands in embarrassment and looked at James who was just staring at me with a smile so I did the same and gave him a kiss "so did you have the time of your life ?" Remembering that I requested that song last night
"I had a bit more then the time of my life I've worked out my life " I put my head on his chest "what do you mean ? "
"Elle your the girl I'm gonna marry one day your the girl I wanna have kids with your my girl my soul mate "
I couldn't say anything I just picked his hand and covered my smaller ones around it I fell asleep again after that conversation and woke up alone I got out of bed and went to the bathroom showered got changed into some clean clothes and done my hair and make up I then got the elevator to Anna's room I knocked but no answer so I left it I walked back into the elevator and went into the the game room to find blue sitting there staring into space "hey "
He jumped and looked in my direction I waved but he didn't say anything he just went back to staring of into space I walked to the kitchen to find my boyfriend making breakfast I jumped up onto the side and waited . He turned around and walked to me pushed my legs apart and stepped between them to kiss me we stopped when a slight burning smell hit my nose James turned around in a hurry and continued I didn't see him intill he was finished he turned around with 2 massive plates full of food I looked at it and knew I'd be throwing it up later I smiled weakly at him his face fell and a flash of worry filled his eyes I felt so bad not being able to eat when I know I have to but with James it's different he doesn't like me not eating so he tries his best to get me to .
"I love you you know that right ?"
"You've only told me a hundred times this morning " I wink at him referring to what we did early hours this morning
"No really "
"Yes I know you love me do you know I love you ? "
"Yes"
"Why are we doing this?"
" easy what's the date ?"
"The 11th OMGED 3 days "
"Have you opened your presents ?"
"No I was waiting for you "
"Let's go " I grab his hand and pull him to the table and sits down with me on his lap it takes him 1 1/2 hours to open everything I think the funniest was a box full of condoms like box you use for moving full of condoms that are flavoured aswell i cried with laughter intill I see it was from Derek and I practically steal James's phone and call him there was nothing exciting really just same old same old James's parents are coming back tomorrow to spend time with their kids that means I have to go home and watch movies all day James is a little upset that I can't be with him intill they go on holiday again unless he stays round mine which mum would only allow if it wasn't a school night she's kinda relaxed with me cos she knows I'm sensible but not really relaxed me and James just sit together holding hands cuddling im worrying that James is gonna have trouble sleeping without me last time he did he ended up sneaking inside my house "James"
"Yeah? "
"Will you be okay without me ? "
"*sigh* I don't know why can't you just move in "
"But what about mum and jade they need me move in with me "
"My siblings need me "
I sigh and rest my head on his chest
