James PoV :
I took Elle to mine as her mum only has stairs Anna told me what she saw and i explained to Elle what happened I stayed with Electra intill she feel asleep it broke my heart when I found out she was cutting again I couldn't see her I couldn't I would have of snapped I just .. I couldn't she won't talk to me she won't kiss me I feel like I've lost her I feel like she's slipping out of my fingers and I hate it I fiscally feel sick knowing that I pull her tighter taking in consideration of her broken bones which I pushed her to because I left her at the party and fell asleep sorting out a drunk Lindsey I'm the reason she's hurt I didn't even realise that she was cutting again I didn't even realise she was sad I'm the worst boyfriend ever
Electra PoV :
In James's arms was the safest place I've ever felt . I woke up surrounded by him I needed to pee so I woke up James who carried me to the toilet and back I didn't say anything and neither did he .
We spent the day in his bed me in his arms and only moved when the toilet was needed "please say something" I looked up a at James who was looking at me with hurt I buried my face into his chest and sighed James didn't say anything he just stroked my hair . I wish my leg wasn't broken because then I could walk out of this awkward situation and James knows it but unfortunately I can't so I'm stuck burying my face in my boyfriends chest who I currently can't talk to because I feel that if I say anything it will ruin everything so I'm staying quite . I pushed James away a little and tried to lift myself up but struggled and fell back onto the bed James looked over at me with a smirk "you know if you need a shower I'm going to have to come with you " I blushed and looked away
"Come on then " he picked me up and carried me to the bathroom and sat me onto the toilet i pulled my my top off but it got caught James chuckled and walked towards me gently he pulled the top off me with no trouble and turned the shower on . I managed to take my bra and underwear off James stood in the doorway looking at me his face held 3 emotions love,lust and sadness I hurtfuly waddled over to him and kissed him we broke the kiss to take his top off and i nodded towards the shower "does this mean I have to wash you hair?" I giggled and nodded "talking about your hair where are your clips ? " At home i shrugged he shook his head and put the bags round my casts, lifted me into the shower and stepped inside .The water felt warm and refreshing I turned towards James and held my hand out of the shower gel he put the bottle in my hand all I did was lift my bagged cast "I am not your slave " I looked at him with a "you sure about that look" "but I am your boyfriend " and gave me a bar of soap .
"Elle " Anna was banging the door more like kicking it down"just ignore her" I looked at James "if you ignore her she'll leave " I went to get out of bed but fell face first on the floor "Elle you alright ?" Anna barged in and helped me up she looked over at her brother who was half way off the bed "next time catch your girlfriend when she's answering the door to your sister "
James just rolled his eyes "bro elle look at your wheelchair seeing as your the only one who can carry her around here not like your heavy I'm just weak " she looks at me with a small smile which I return she sat me down on the bed and brought out my amazing wheelchair full of Disney giffs like gothic Alice and snowhite but had stitch on it and nightmare before Christmas on the back it had jack and Sally sitting below the moon on that strange spiral thing and I loved it I rugby tackled anna to the floor with a hug James helped me up and his sister my wheelchair was amazing.
