Why.
Why me? What did I do.
I loved you forever it seemed.
It was more one faced then a card.
I love you
I really do. Your my life source.
Everything I live for.
I bite off my tongue in
anticipation.
Drinking the spilled red
That lay dry stains on my skin.
I tried to fight it.
To show you I was better than that.
But that was always my out.
My heart stops at the bottom thestairway again.
I tried to save you.
I was to late.
Picture prefect,
Down the drain.
No hope anymore.
The constant slams.
And all the pain.
I want to cut you out of my veins.
But I also want to feed my addiction that I have with you.
So I put up a front.
My guards go up.
God knows what happened
Last time I let someone in
. . .
