The reason I am so touchy is because I feel alone. I'm alone a lot okay. My parents are busy almost all the time. My brother is busy getting high and my sister is trying to move out of the house. And my grandpa pretty much hates me. I'm not lazy I'm depressed. And I am so loud because I never get to speak my feelings at home. I'm a bully because I'm bullied myself. I say sorry to much because I hate to see people sad. And I listen to music because it makes me feel like I'm not alone.