"you actually did it"

chapter 18

Mark dropped to the ground sobbing, he was in so much fucking pain.... he didnt know what to do anymore. "7 years is to fucking long for me. I wasnt even meant to live this long" mark said to himself he was trembling on the floor, blood spewing out of his side. He thought about his own fathers words... "go end up like your mother" maybe he was right, he was the problem in the world he was always the problem. He went to his room and grabbed a piece of paper and pencil and he wrote.

"Hi love, im sorry for what i have done.... but i couldnt stop it. I just know it wasnt meant for me to meet you, it was a mistake, but move on please. Everything was amazing with you, i cant believe i met you... you truely made me smile like i have never before. No one made me happier but i will just cause danger in your life and that is the last thing i want. Your so special to me, im so lucky to be your pretty eyed boy.... i love you. Until we meet again.

Mark had tears in his eyes he quickly wiped them away and went to the kitchen to finished what had to be done. As he was about to grab it, he saw the gummies.... the gummies that started it all, the gummies that he gave to ellie on their first kiss, the gummies that he had given her today to say i love you... who wouldve known he would fall for this girl. But he did. He grabbed the gummy packet and with the letter on his hand he grabbed a knife. The shinny blade had so much meaning behind it, as he looked closer he saw his mom.. he was going to finally be with her after all these years. He walked to his phone and called ellie, like he said, he couldnt go a day without hearing her voice. Mark had to hear it one last time. Dialing "ellie<3" she picked up within 2 rings, mark barely had a voice in him but he managed to speak. "Hey ellie" "hi mark!" .... silence... "mark? Are you okay?" "I just wanted to hear your voice again.... ellie?" "Yes mark?" ellie was concerned very concerned, she started heading downstairs ready to go to mark. Thats when she heard it, mark groaned in pain.. he "was no longer in pain" in a weak voice mark said "your special to me ellie,i love you"

"NO NO NO MARK MARK" ellie ran for it she ran and ran and ran she felt like her body wasnt running fast enough. Within seconds she got to marks house and bursted through the door. She saw what she thought shed never see.... marks lifeless body laying there. Dead.
"WHAT THE FUCK" ellie screamed she was sobbing. She went to marks body checking for a pulse. "NO NO NO NO no..." she was hitting marks chest hoping for some movement in his body, but there was non.... he was gone.
"YOU ACTUALLY DID IT" every bone in ellies body stopped working, she was on her knees not being able to control her breathing. She held marks still body and hugged it, she didnt care if she'd get blood all over her. She wanted her mark back. Barely being able to see anything from her tears she saw marks note and the gummies.. reading the note she just stood there, no words could come out. Mark had put those gummies there for a reason, thats where it all started.

Ellie looked at mark went to cuddle up against his non moving chest, now there was no heartbeat for her to listen to and fall asleep on... she whispered in marks ear now hugging him tighter as she says "you actually did it".....