𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓮𝔂𝓮𝓼 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓶𝓮𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓱 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓭𝓪𝔂

part8

'his eyes are still cold'

xxx

you thought miya wasnt mad at you anymore. you didnt even know why.  he didnt talk to you at school like he used to.  he didnt talk to you the whole week. you were just sitting next to each other. 

at biology class

teacher: okay class. since youre super lazy i decided to give you a project. you will have to do a cell model. you will do it with the person next to you. you have time to tomorrow. you can start now.

miya looked at you but you were deep in your thoughts. you didnt even heard what the teacher said. you felt something touching your arm. you flinched at the sudden action.

miya: did you heard what she said? we have to do group project

y/n: what? no i didnt heard her. what is it about?

he rolled his eyes

y/n: fine dont tell me

you stood up and went to ask the teacher.

y/n: do it by your own if you wanna act like that

you pulled your desk away from his and started to make notes about the project. his actions are hurting you. even thought you were still in love with him, you couldnt be soft and sweet to him when hes acting like that.

miya: bu- but were supposed to do it together

y/n: im gonna do it with you if youre gonna stop acting like this

miya: what do you mean like this?!

he raised his voice which made you flinch (you are very sensitive of loud noises)

he realised that he shouldnt do that and almost started apologising but decided not to. you were the one that hurted him not him.

y/n: youre kidding right. you stopped talking to me, youre calling me a slime and act like this.

miya: and why wouldnt i?!

y/n: look, i really have no idea whats going on here. just do it and dont bother me.

miya: so im bothering you. i knew it. why did you even started talking to me huh? why were you sweet to me and even cuddling me while sleeping. explain yourself.

y/n: wha- what do you mean by that?! i really liked you, you know. you were my closest friend. and then suddenly you started acting like this and its my fault? pardon me?

miya: maybe if you were good friend and wont replace me, you may know.

y/n: why the hell would i replace you

miya: you said you had family meeting and that you cant be with me and went outside with some guy. you know what, i really thought i could trust you but i think i was wrong.

he almost shouted.

teacher: y/n, miya. go to the hall and talk it out. i dont wanna listen to it

she seemed very angry

you and miya stood up and went to the hall. you crossed your arms and gave him a death stare.

miya: you know, i really liked you, as a friend. i loved hanging out with you. but when i saw that you rather went outside with some guy that with me, it hurted me alot you know. i just went on walk and saw you sitting on a bench with some guy watching stars together. that guy really seem like he likes you. and then i called you and you were still lying to me. i thought i could trust you but youre just another slime that left me alone.

y/n: ok, first of all, i didnt said it to you because of this. hes my childhood friend from home. our mums got new jobs here and we moved here. he lives on the other side of Tokyo and i didnt saw him for a month. so we went outside. i didnt wanted to say it to you because you will think that im replacing you and because... well... i knew you will want to go too, and i didnt wanted that.

miya: what?! so you rather go with him

y/n: no, thats not true. i didnt wanted you there because he was there. hes alot jealous abou my other guy friends, i dont get it why. its my very close friend but i like our friendship more like this. he will ask you plenty of questions, i didnt wanted that. it will make you and me very uncomfortable. even when i mentioned you, he was mad. i dont like this. i just wanted to distance myself from him. thats why i didnt tell you. get it now?

miya just stood infront of you staring at you. he was so embarassed that he destroyed your friendship like this.

you looked at him and went back to the class, but he grabbed your hand. he pulled you to his chest and hugged you.

miya: im so sorry y/n. im such and idiot.

he let you go and looked in your eyes.

'why are they still cold'

y/n: its okay.

you said patting his head. you both went back to the class while all the eyes were on you. it was very uncomformtable for you. miya shouted at the class.

miya: what are yall looking at?! never saw two people walking through the door

the whole class stopped looking. you saw they had respect for him.

you were thinking with miya how to do the model and were taking notes. you decided to meet up in our house after school.

xxx

you were walking to your house with miya. you were going to open the door but you couldnt find your keys.

y/n: i forget my keys at home. im sorry

miya: nahhh, its okay. lets go to my house then.

when you arrived in miya's house you started with the project. you texted your mum that you have a project with your friend and that youre gonna sleep there.

you were doing the project till 3am. miya got himself a matress. he said that youre gonna sleep on a bed because its more comfortable. you missed him so much.

you went to sleep. you fall asleep immediatelly. miya had hard time falling asleep, so he stood up and lay next to you. he missed you too but he wasnt ready to show it. he have to keep his emotions inside.

'goodnight y/n'