True black love

Right my wrongs

I was relieved that he wanted to be at the appointment especially since this where we find out the sex of the baby but we won't find out for sure until my gender reveal. Honestly it's really stressful between school my internship work and becoming a mom sometimes I feel like can I do it all. After my internship I decided to go out to dinner with my girls because between all the stuff that's been happening I haven't spent as much time with them, we headed to joeys and we had a good time talking and laughing it felt completely normal for once with in these last 4 months, that was until Rosa brought up something I was surprised about. "Girl I can't believe we will be seniors next year" and that's when it hit me I'm miss a lot of our senior stuff give or take. I was like oh really we are wow 4 years really went by fast. After dinner I decided to go to Shawn's house to talk to him, when I got there his mom said "hi Bianca how's everything going".  I said "things are going okay but can I ask you how's Shawn doing?" she then said you guys need to talk however I will say he was wrong for getting mad about a choice you made when you was 19 but Shawn is in his room.  As I go in his room he looked at me the way he did when he first met me freshman year, I sat on his bed and said hey big head, he laughed and said what's good. it was nice to have a normal conversation since the big argument Shawn then says as he rubs my belly that " I am sorry for blacking on you baby it's just Andrew gets under my skin sometimes especially when it comes to you, I miss you and our baby and I promise to never let  that happen again Bianca. The rest of the week things were going well and Lena and Rosa was planning my gender revel for tomorrow and I was so nervous because I want a girl so bad. while I was doing my term paper my phone rang and it was my dad, I haven't heard from him since I told him I  was pregnant he said "hi buttercup do you want me to come pick you up and take you to target for some stuff?" I said sure dad can you come around 6:30, as I got in the car it felt nice to see him and see him smiling. when we got to target my dad offered me a drink from starbucks and as we walked around the store we then talked about the elephant in the room, I said so why did you say the mean things that you did, he said "I am really sorry about that I was upset buttercup.... it's just your my only daughter and I had high hopes for you to become a lawyer and I just didn't want you to make the same mistakes your mother and I did when we was younger".  Hearing that made me realize that I had to do better for me and my baby to be and make myself and everyone proud. After Target my dad dropped me home and I saw my girls in the living room making favors for my reveal, I asked can I help and of course they said no and go to my room. 

Today was the day of my gender reveal I was nervous but excited as I was doing my girls faces we were talking and catching up with life, Rosa drops a bombshell that she is going to London for study aboard in the spring and she'll miss my baby shower and birth but promised me a big surprise at the reveal today. By 4 everyone was at my mom's house there was music playing and briar tacos being ate. When Shawn came in I felt a kick I bet our baby was happy to see their dad, Lena and Rosa announced the big balloon is coming out and once we popped it pink confetti came out "it's a girl" I was so happy that everyone started crying tears of joy. As everyone was mingling Shawn said "lets go to the beach" I am like in the middle of the party, he said "yeah, don't worry the girls got us covered. Once we got to the beach he blindfolded me and surprised me with Rose petals and sparkling grape juice while playing  some Giveon and he got one knee and said " Bianca I caught feelings for you since the day I saw you in the dance room, I loved your vibes and personality and even made you a mom but now I want to call you my wife... Will you marry me ?" I was in so much shock that the words couldn't come out my mouth, I said yes of course Shawn.