True black love

Junior year (plus a bun in a oven)

So I know what your thinking well how the hell we got here so let me fill yall in on what has happened. Life has been crazy through the last few months between Shawn and I, we are doing great in fact we moved in together with the girls this summer. As far as Andrew and Shawn it's still strange sometimes but I try not let it bother me. Me and the girls we are doing great as becoming juniors almost getting ready to go in the real world. What else could go wrong?

I hear my phone go off and I am scrambling to get it to turn off my alarm I feel Shawn wrapping his arms around me and whispered "stay in bed for a little while" as tempting as it was I had to get ready for my 9 am class, so I said I got you tonight when I come home. as I am going to the bathroom I hear Rosa getting her back blown out and I'm like really nigga, after I hopped out the shower Lena was like they fuck a lot don't they I said "yes they fucking do and it's annoying" Lena then said you want me to drive to campus so you can relax, I said sure. As we was driving, Lena asked "how come you seem so tense lately?" I said "man I don't know probably lack of dick since I have this internship and Shawn has the clerk job for the judge we don't really have the time to be fucking like rabbits".Lena said why don't yall go away for a weekend no distractions and get to business lol" it made me laugh but I had to agree with sis it's not a bad idea. after my 9 am I get a text from Shawn saying big head want to do lunch today I texted back sure I guess. He later met up with me on campus and said get in the car I said where we going he then took me to the beach to our favorite spot and brought me some del taco for our lunch date. It was the simple things that I loved about him, as we were there chilling he said "baby one day we are going to have a house near the beach" and looked at him and said of course we will. After our little date I was back on Campus to do my remaining classes for the day. Before my last class of the day I saw the girls and we was talking about the plans for the weekend. Lena said she's thinking about going home for the weekend again, so we both asked you've been going home every weekend lately how come. she said "My parents are getting divorced and Im trying to help adjust to it with my brother and sister" she looked like she wanted to cry but we said don't cry we are for you. After class I went to work and who do i see bubbles bitch ass with Andrew and I was dreading to go their table but I ended up going there. A part of me wanted to black but I'm tired of going back and forth with niggas and their bitches, everyone was behaving. A few days later it was friday and Bae and I have the weekend to do as we please. So what are doing going to Tijuana to this hotel I found on tik tok. On our way there I was low key excited on what will be happening. When we got there he told be to go to the bar and relax cause he had a surprise for me, so Im sipping on some margaritas and I see Shawn with his beautiful smile whisper in my ear lets go upstairs to the room. I go upstairs I see rose petals on floor candles lit and a bottle of bel air and I hear Pu$$y fairy in the background he then ran a bubble bath for me. When I got out the bath a put on some sexy red boyshorts and bra I see him looking at me like I am snack so I got on the stripper pole in the room and was like get on my lap he started to kiss me softly then was going down my neck it felt like i was in heaven. He carried me on to the bed and got on top of me and was licking and sucking my thighs onto my pussy i can feel myself cumming all in his mouth. then i started to give him head but he was like get on top i felt him growing in me and started going in, i was moaning and screaming his name. the way we was sexing it was like Vegas all over again.
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Its been a few weeks since our amazing weekend together it helped our relationship a lot. But lately I have been feeling extra tired then usual but Im assuming it's because of my internship. Until I was starting to throw up a lot especially in the morning. The girls texted me in the group chat and was like could you be pregnant I was like no I can't be. I brushed what they said and headed to work but I had to leave early because the smell of fish was getting to me. On my way home from work I went to Walgreens a lot of things were running on my mind especially since I was pregnant freshman year  but never told anyone. When I got home no one was there so I took the opportunity to take the test, as I am waiting for the three minutes I started to have a flashback  to two years ago.

(2 years ago) I'm in shock that I am pregnant can't tell a soul not even the girls. I've been tossing and turning and I decided I was going to go to Andrew's  to tell him the news as I turned the lock on his door I hear him moaning and see a girl on her knees and it was Bubbles, I was ready to kick his ass and kill her but I couldn't stomach it. A few days later I got the abortion and never told no one not even Andrew and it's something I regret.

back to the present..... my timer went off and I saw the word on the test saying pregnant I sat on the floor of the bathroom in shock and realizing Shawn and I will be parents.