True black love

OH BABY

another flashback from 2 years ago : After I saw Andrew and Bubbles in that compromising position I said to Andrew "What the fuck is this shit?" he was like "Bianca chill we was kicking it and one thing led to the other" I was ready to smack the both of them, but there was a knot in my stomach probably from this baby so I said "Andrew fuck you and I hate you be with that bitch". I ran out of his place and was in my car crying asking God why would you do this to me I am only 19 years old, I took a deep breathe and headed back to my dorm. A few days later I made my appointment to planned parenthood,as I sitting  in the waiting room I had a lot of things on my mind,What will my parents think? will I finish school? Should I tell Andrew? Once they called my name I sat on the table as they prepped me for  the ultrasound nervous as hell and I saw this little fetus I was about 1 month pregnant. After they told me about my options they gave me this p0.ill to take to terminate it. After an hour I was able to go home and I cried and was depressed for months but I knew it was the right thing for me to do.

After sitting on the bathroom floor for an hour or so the girls came home and said we need a meeting now and I sat them down and said "well chicas he shot the club up" They both looked at me and said "ooooh bitch we knew it, how are you feeling?"I said "Im scared and don't know how to tell Shawn" Lena said girl he's a good guy you have nothing to worry about sis. Later on that night I ate some Del Taco and took a shower, when Shawn got home I became nervous but he said hi baby why you look like you want to cry so i sat on his lap and said "well you know how I call you daddy?" he looking nervous and said yeah why what's up I put his hand on my stomach and said well you're becoming a daddy. He was shocked and scared but then said "awe really bae I know we got this". It made me feel relieved that he said that, later on that night  as we was sleeping he rolled over to me to rub my stomach and I over heard him say "daddy got you don't worry". The next day I decided to drive down to my parents house and I saw my brother Bryan outside with my cousin's boyfriend Rico so I said hey guys, they was like hey short stack what brings you home in the middle of the week I was like well Bryan can I talk to you for min he was like sis whats up. I said well bro your going to be an uncle he was like your lying im like nah Shawn shot the club up lol. He then said on some real shit sis how you going to tell mom and dad you know they are going to be upset, well after I told Bryan I went inside and saw my mom making some jerk chicken which I've been craving and I said hi mom shes like hi bibi. Im over here nervous but im like i tell her while we eat dinner, as we were eating my parents were like what brings you here I said "well mom, dad i am having a baby" my dad looked at me and said "HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU PREGNANT WE ARE NOT PAYING YOUR TUITION TO HAVING SEX!!!!  I AM DISAPPOINTED IN YOU BIANCA WE HAD BETTER HOPES FOR YOU" I sat there in disbelief that my dad said that, my mom said "Robert don't yell at her okay life happens you forget what happened when we was her age", I was ready to leave and then my mom said to me "Bibi Im not disappointed in you as your father but me and your dad need to talk to you and Shawn and his parents soon as possible, i said okay mom I'll text you when I get home. When I got back home Shawn's parents were there and they looked at us and said "okay so this is what we are doing now" Shawn said "mom, dad can we talk about this later I have work in the morning and she have class. I took a shower and try to do some homework and that is when Shawn got me a cinnabon and some lemon tea and said here you go my future lawyer baby moms. I laughed but it felt good he made sure I was comfortable and at ease.