/5/ Letting go

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Baka-chan's note :P

This is the real goodbye part. Where in they really have to let go each other and go their separate ways. The ending is obvious don't you think?

Happy reading :)

lovelots,

----bakahikoXX

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If the world continues spinning nonetheless, you should go and find another that’ll give you the best. I don’t wanna say goodbye to you now...

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Alois Utau's POV

I stood there near the railings of the rooftop

I stood there with only the eerie silence accompanying me

No one is there. No one is there but me.

As I was hating myself as well as my life

The ring he gave me once again caught my attention.

'Why does it have to always catch my attention?' this thought suddenly played in my mind

Why? So I could consider not doing what I was supposed to be doing at this moment?

To think it over again?

It's already clear to me that he lied to me

Saying that he'll always be with me, always be by my side, and that he'll never leave me

It's fairly clear to me that it's all just a lie

Because right at this very moment... he's already in the verge of leaving me alone in this world

Now where's the "I'm Always With You" there?

Where's the truth in that sentence if in a few minutes there is a chance that he'll finally disappear in my life?

A soft breeze passed by me again.

The soft quiet chirping that I had just noticed a moment ago finally died out.

And the annoying noisy honking of the cars from down below also disappeared in perspective

Now there's nothing I could hear anymore. Not even a single hum of life can be traced by my hearing sense. Only my stupid thoughts and the lie he told me before this operation of mine

And there I thought I might be able to spend my days with him. Ha, how stupid of me.

With one last deep breath, one last smile, and one llast gaze upon the precious memento left by him

....I took a step forward

And with few tears dripping from my eyes... I took one step once again and put one of my foot up the not-so-high railings of the rooftop...

I was once again about to step and is about to finally meet my end when suddenly

....I felt a nostalgic warmth hugged my lonely self

That same hug that always comfort me when I'm crying

The hug that always keep me safe

The hug that only 'he'... can give me.

I was dumbfounded. It's like time just stopped at that moment. it's like everything came to a halt and the world focused on me... on us.

'Alois...'

Just by hearing that voice say my name I frozed from where I was standing

'If this world still spins, allowing you to search for a reason to continue to live...'

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