It's me Ari (1D and 5SOS fanfic)

Cold nights, Rosie, and decided

Ariana's POV

I was still currently running and my feet were tired and it was dark outside and I heard a crack of thunder. "Shit", I whispered. I wasn't wearing a jacket I only had my tank top on. It was already getting cold to. California was a really cold state. I saw buildings up ahead, and now it didn't feel as eerie. I walked up onto a sidewalk finally and entered the gas station. I walked to the back and found some aspirin. I grabbed some advil and payed. I took one and saved the other for later. I looked around, all the shops were closed, and I felt a raindrop hit my face, and then another, and another. Then the rain came down hard and instantly drenched me. I heard the thunder strikes and saw lighting in the sky. I started walking forward, I know there is a park like 5 miles ahead. So I walked in the pouring rain all the way there. I felt so weak and the rain was weighing me down. My hair was a wet mess and my clothes were heavy from all the water. The road I was walking on was so dark and the only light was above and somewhere far ahead. I walked slowly and crossed my arms for warmth, I am really going to be sick the next day. I finally made it to the park after what seemed like hours was probably only like 20 minutes. It felt so empty and I walked inside the gate and walked around untill I found a bench. I quietly layed down and curled into a ball. The rain kept crashing down and I started crying because I felt drained. He was right, I am dirty, I am a slut, and those people online were right. I should just kill myself. I don't want to go through this anymore. I just want it all to stop. I am a worthless ugly whore. I don't blame Liam for hating me. My sobs were loud, but no one was here so I didn't care. I couldn't hold it in. I felt useless. I cried my eyes out. And soon I felt myself becoming weak and inaudible. I was lifeless almost. Tears were still streaming down my face, but my body was unresponsive.

Liams POV

I have already been driving for almost an hour. I even called the boys and asked if she was home. They said that she was still gone. The rain was pouring bad and the road was fludded and I couldn't drive through. I stopped the in the middle of the road and got out. There was a park just up ahead, maybe she will be there. I walked through the pouring rain and finally reached the park. It was freezing outside. I walked through the gate and I saw her. She was laying on a bench. I ran to her, "Ariana, are you ok", I said my voice cracking. She wasn't moving and I kneeled infront of her. I gently shook her, and she wouldn't move. "No, no, no, we've been through this already, and you aren't dying on me", I screamed. I scooped her up into my arms and ran out of the park. There was water everywhere. I tried running and I slipped and she flew out of my arms and tumbled across the cement. I landed on my leg wrong and heard a snap. Shit, it hurt so much. I looked up and she wasn't moving. "Ariana, please speak to me. You can't do this", I yelled. She was face first on the ground and I heard her. She mumbled something. I tried getting up, but I fell back down in pain. I think I broke my ankle. I crawled, I did my best to reach her. I flipped her over and pulled her into my arms. "Please, don't. I know what I said to you, and I didn't mean it. I am such an asshole. I hurt the person I love the most. I don't want you like this. You have a big future ahead of you, and I don't deserve to be in it", I cried quietly running my hand across her beautiful face. She fluttered her eyes open, "Liam, I'm cold, where am I", she whispered. I hugged her, "You're gonna be ok. Here", I said. I forced myself to stand and I grabbed her bridal style and limped with her in my arms. I felt tears going down my face. It hurt a lot, but I just want her to be ok. I just held her close and tried my best to make it back to my car. I saw my headlights and I limped faster. I finally made it and I used one hand to open the side door and set her down. She was trembling and shaking. I quickly limped to the trunk and took out a spare blanket. I got in the drivers side and reached over and wrapped her in it. I immediately drove the way I came. I must have looked insane from my driving. But I finally got her home. I got out and carried her inside. Everybody was in the living room. And Luke shot up angry and worried. I walked over and set her down on the couch with her still wrapped in the cover. "What the hell did you do to her. She could have died out there", Luke yelled. I lowered my head. He ran up and punched me in the face. I of course hit him back. Soon we were fighting on the floor. All the boys had to try and stop me because I honestly lost it.