Dear [Jikook ff] ✅

Part 10

Jimin's POV

"Jimin, are you asleep?" I was being 'burrito-ed' with Jungkook's comforter on his bed while the boy went to take a shower earlier, and I had been sitting still like a cocoon while my head filled with so much things.

"No," moving a little, aware that my voice was muffled, I didn't want Jungkook to think that I was comfortable enough to sleep on his bed just like this.

My heart was almost jumping out through my chest for the whole time, there's no way I could fall asleep.

"Are you shy?" I heard him asking, and decided to peek out of the comforter and looked to his face.

"I'm not sure, nervous? I'm scared I guess. Will it hurt?" looking at him who was fresh out of the shower with just an oversized white t-shirt and black boxer, I could see the well-built muscles underneath the thin material when the lights shone from behind him.

He's - wow.

"If you're not ready I won't force you," he sat by the bed side, softly running through my hair with his fingers.

He then lifted me up and placed me onto his lap without removing the comforter from my body, knowing well that I was still having questions in my head.

"But I want to," mumbling into the comforter, I felt my cheeks heated again when Jungkook left a soft peck on my forehead.

I like this feeling.

The feeling of being babied.

"You sure?" he ask with kind voice, being fully patient with me.

"I just don't want to wait anymore. I've been keeping this feelings for you since forever and if I don't do this with you now, maybe you wouldn't want to do this with me anymore," suddenly being overwhelmed with the many thoughts, I felt my tears pooling in my eyes, feeling afraid that Jungkook would actually do it.

He might really left me because I was being such a baby.

Just because I was afraid of losing my v card.

"Hey, don't cry," he pulled me into a hug, rubbing my back, comforting me.

"It's the alcohol, I'm drunk crying," mumbling while I rubbed my eyes away from the tears, Jungkook didn't let me get away when he teased me with his next word.

"But I don't see you drinking any?" he smiled down to my face and pecked my nose, and I hit him with the side of my head playfully as revenge.

"Shut up," I glared at Jungkook and he just chuckled soundlessly, before we let the queit atmosphere surround us.

"Do you want to take a bath first? I'll leave you alone, but if you're still not ready, just tell me, okay?" Jungkook said after a while, and I nodded in agreement, still needing time to think.

"Okay,"

"I'll get you some wine if you want?" he queried, and I looked up to him in question.

"For what?"

"To make you braver?" he shrugged his shoulder, and I shook my head at his suggestion.

I knew he meant well, but I didn't want to be controlled by alcohol if I decided to spend my night with him, even how little the amount was.

"No, I want to be fully aware of what's happening" I said soft, and Jungkook's happy voice was heard.

"So, you're agreeing to sleep with me, right?" he smiled, his eyes twinkled with happiness, and I could almost see the bright glint in his eyes just like five years ago.

"Ye - no. Not yet. You said you'll leave me be to think in the shower!" blinking repeatedly and managed to save myself from being enchanted by this man, I bit my inner cheeks when I realized I almost said yes without thinking.

"Gosh, Jimin. You're really testing my patience," he grumbled, burying his face into my shoulder and hugged me tight to his chest.

Wriggling my arms out from the comforter, I pushed myself off him and distanced myself from the strong young Jeon.

"Go away, I don't want to see you now. I'd be tempted," scooting further into the bed, I was pulled by my leg and forced to lie down on the bed, and Jungkook hovered over me in a split second.

"Tempted to surrender, I assume?" he had his smirk on his face again and I had to divert my eyes quickly before I fell for his dangerous charm again.

"No, tempted to run away!" exclaiming the words out hastily because I felt Jungkook closing in, I shut my eyes tight, not prepared to what he's going to do to me.

But after a few seconds, nothing happened.

Slowly opening my eyes, I held my breath as I realized Jungkook was only a few centimeters away from me, before he nuzzled his nose to my neck tenderly.

He wrapped his arms around my torso and engulfed me in his hold, and I was weirded at the sudden disappearance of the teasing Jungkook earlier.

"Don't run," he whispered, the voice barely reaching my ears even how close he was.

"I've been missing you like hell for the past five years, and I'm still regretting making you cry that last day of school. Please don't run. I don't want to be separated from you anymore," he continued, sounded pained as he said those words against my neck.

"I won't run," whispering into his hair, I felt Jungkook tightening his hug as he heard me.

"Promise?" he mumbled against my skin, and I let out a breathy sigh, deciding not to let go of this opportunity either.

"Promise,"

"Then let's just sleep for tonight," Jungkook suddenly decided with a satisfied voice, pulling me into a more comfortable position and I blinked repeatedly as I stared at the boy who was smiling with his eyes closed now.

He really looked like he was falling asleep.

"But what about -" stopping myself because I couldn't finish the question, Jungkook grinned beautifully, fully understanding it.

"I thought we won't be meeting again after tonight, but you said you won't run away, so I have a lot of time to gain your trust again, Jimin. Will you be giving me a second chance to earn your trust?" he muttered, eyes opened and stared straight at me with full of feelings, and I blushed at that.

"Uhh, okay, I guess? But I don't want to sleep in this leather pants," wriggling out of the cocoon comforter, Jungkook pulled me down right before I could leave the bed, and I was flustered by his next action.

"I'll help you take them off," he was now unbuckling my belt, and I slapped his fast hands away immediately.

"Jungkook!" feeling my cheeks burning, Jungkook laughed heartily as he sat up and lifted both his hands by his side.

"Okay, okay. I won't tease you anymore. I'll lend you my pajamas," he said, and started walking to his dressing room.

"A full set of it, not only the top!" I exclaimed, and Jungkook scrunched his nose as he turned to face me.

"Awh, you figured me out,"

I knew it.

"You pervert," squinting my eyes at the male, he just shrugged his shoulders and winked at me, totally not feeling guilty at all for his scheme.

"Only for you," he blew a kiss to my way and I just rolled my eyes, but couldn't help feeling butterflies in my stomach from his acts.