Healing All My Scars

12

Patrick's Pov
I'm a little bit worried about Ellen, I got see the hurt in her eyes while she singing. I just hope she's ok. After class to my dorm and relax for a while because today was rough. I got to my dorm and saw Ian and Camilla making out on the bed

"Seriously guys ?!"

They just ignored me and kept on making out. I drop my backpack of by my desk and left with my phone, and AirPods. I decided to go to the library and relax there since my dorm was currently occupied.

I went in and decided to just listen to music. I had a major headache and reading wouldn't help. I kept thinking about Ellen and wondering if she was ok. I wanted to text her but I didn't have her number.

Ellen's Pov
I've been in a bad mood ever since I came back to my dorm. I've bee in my room laying in bed listening to music and feeling depressed. I wasn't crying because my tear ducts seemed to be too proud. I decide to go to the library to get a book, that will probably help me feel better.

I then spot Patrick sitting in one of the tables reading and listening to music. I try to hid from him because I look like shit. I really wanted to read in piece. So I go to my favorite section of the library Young adult fantasy genre. I put my airpods in and start listening to music while sitting on the floor against the shelves reading.

I suddenly feel a hand on my shoulder and I feel fear coursing through to my body.  I suddenly flinch away terrified

Patrick's POV

I lost interest in the book I was reading and I wanted to find another book. I go to the science fiction to find a book when I see Ellen curled up reading a book listening to music. She looks so adorable, her hair in a messy bun, wearing grey sweatpants, a black hoodie, and a oversized blue jean jacket. She had a sad look on her face and it broke my heart. I'm going to make her day better. I go up to her and my arm on her shoulder to get here attention but she flinches away and she looks terrified

"Ellen" I say concerned

She didn't look terrified when she noticed it was me. She stood up and stared at me with said eyes on the verge of tears. I walked over to her and hugged. She hugged me back tightly, her face hurried in my chest. She starts sobbing and I rub circles on her back to calm her down. After a few minutes she pulls aways leaning against a the shelves and I'm leaning over her (like the picture above).

"I'm ok" she said with a smile that doesn't reach her eyes

Ellen's POV

"You're ok" he said giving me one his perfect smiles

"Thank you for being here. I'm sorry I freaked out on you. You just make me feel so safe which is weird cause I barely know you but I feel like nothing bad can ever when your around. I just... thank you is what I'm trying to say, ugh I hate it when I ramble"

"Really ? I find it extremely adorable." He said with a smirk.

"Is that so ?" I say acting like he didn't just set of butterflies in my stomach.

"Oh yes it's not just the rambling" he said

"Oh really?" I said with a smirk "what else"

"You're hair and your giggle, God I love your giggle. And you're bossy keeps me in line" he said again with stupid perfect smirk.

I just look at him as a tear rolls down my face, I can't believe he said those things about me. Jacob would always call me degrading things like whore, waste of space or other horrible things.

He wiped my tear away. "Why are you crying ?" He said with a sad look

"I don't want to talk about it" I told him looking down.

He grabbed my chin gently and tilted my head up to make eye contact with those piercing blue eyes. "You don't have to talk about it. Just know I'm here"

I just nod

"Do you need a hug?"

"Yes"

He pulls me in for a hug. I wrap my hands around his neck and rest my head on his shoulder. After a few minutes we slowly pull away. Our faces were inches apart and all of a sudden he kissed me. I kissed him back wrapping my hands around his neck his hands of my waist. The kiss was gentle but passionate. We pulled apart because we would have run out of oxygen if we didn't

"You kissed me" I simply stated

"I did and I plan on doing it again. Do have a problem with that ?" He said confidently

"Nope no problem"

"Good, see ya around Ellen"He said walking away winking at me.

"See ya"

I walk to my dorm and I find a box in front of the door. I pick it up and went inside. I opened it to find a new copy of the book Crave and the same identical hoodie that I wore at the airport. This had Patrick written all over it. There was also a note in it. It read :

I'm not sorry for bumping into you at the airport and spilling coffee all over you because then we wouldn't have met but I am sorry for ruining your stuff. Meet me at the school garden I have a surprise for you.

Ps. You looked beautiful today ;)

Love Dempsey

I can't believe he did this. He is such a great guy, and extremely hot, PROBABLY THE HOTTEST GUY I HAVE EVER MET. I MEAN SERIOUSLY HE BELONGS ON THE COVER OF A FUCKING VOGUE MAGAZINE . I go to my room and put on some make up and then I head out the door to the school garden. I don't know what the hell he planned. I don't like surprises, but something tells me I'll like this one.

Hey my luvs ❤️ Did you like this chapter ? This took me so long to write because I couldn't decide what I wanted to happen next. Anyways I decided to give you what you've been waiting for instead of making you wait any longer. I'm also really excited to write about them as a couple. Sorry to leave you on a cliff hanger but it's almost 2am and this chapter is already extremely long so sorry. I promise to not keep you waiting for long.

Word count - 1120 ✨😍

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