Healing All My Scars

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The picture is a small hint about the chapter I hope you guys get it 🤩

Ellen's Pov
Me and Patrick have been dating for 6 months now and everything has been perfect. He's so great and amazing. I still haven't told him yet I'm scared he'll dump me when I tell him but I don't want to hide who I am from my boyfriend.

I was in the cafeteria with T.R. and Jennifer eating lunch.

"I think I'm going to tell him" I said out of the blue

"U sure you're ready ?" Jennifer asked

"Yea it's time I told him"

"I'm proud of you! Don't worry he's a great guy everything will be fine" T.R. said

"Thank you ! I'm telling him today after school" I said nervously

"Hi baby" Patrick said

"Hey love" I answered

He kissed me and sat down next to me eating his lunch. After lunch me and Patrick walked together to science class. We sat down and I kept feeling his eyes on me, I turned around to look at him.

"Do I have something on my face ?" I asked

"No" he said confused

" then why do you keep looking at me ?"

"Well I um think you look really beautiful today and I can't keep my eyes of you" he said embarrassed. My heart melted when he said that

"Aww baby u are so adorable" I said sneaking a quick kiss before anyone could see

"I love you" he whispered

"I love you too baby" I replied

After school I was sitting in my dorm watching tv when I heard a knock on the door.

"Get in here baby" I yelled

" how did u know it was me?"

" I didn't I thought you were my other boyfriend Miguel I'm kinda bummed it's you" I said jokingly

"That's not funny" his expression changing completely it was hilarious

"I'm sorry baby I knew it was you because you always come over after school" I said getting up to kiss him.

"So there's no Miguel?"

"No there's no Miguel" I said rolling my eyes smiling

"Good" he said pulling my by the waist kissing me " because I don't share you're only mine and I'd kill the man that tried to touch you"

"Hey do you wanna cuddle in bed I'm exhausted ?" I asked

" yes sure baby"

We we're cuddling watching grey's and I decided to just tell him now.

" hey baby I have to talk to you"

" what is it love ?"

"So there's something I haven't told you because I was scared how you we're going to react and I didn't want to loose you but I think you should know. It's nothing bad I promise."  I said quickly

" baby breathe just tell me it will be fine I promise"

"I'm bi" I blurted out quickly

"Oh baby" he said and kissed me " I love you so much, that's what you were scared to tell me ?"

"Yes" I said looking down

"Hey" he said pulling my chin up to look at him " this doesn't change anything you're still my amazing beautiful girlfriend"

" you're really ok with this ?"

"Why wouldn't I be I mean you still like guys so I'm good because I couldn't imagine my life without you"he said stroking my cheek with his thumb

"I love you so much" I said I few years falling down my face

"Aww baby don't cry" he said wiping  them away and kissing were the tears were.

"This only means that if I ever lose you it might be to a girl or a guy or a person instead of just a guy" he said with a small smile trying to comfort me and lighten the mood

"You're never losing me" I said and saw a big smile spread across his lips

He kissed me so passionately yet so gentle. We started making out on my bed and felt his hands move from my waist to ass. I couldn't help moaning. We haven't had sex yet but I was ready to.....

To be continued

Hey 💗 sorry I haven't posted in months I lost all motivation to write but I want to try writing more and I'll have more time now since school is soon over for winter break.

Are you guys all ok with smut I never wrote smut and I wanted to try but I don't want to make anyone feel uncomfortable so let me know in the comments I will be writing the next chapter write after I post this which will have smut in it but I won't post if people are opposed to it.

Also I hope everyone is ok with Meredith being bisexual. I was scared to write it into the story although I really wanted to because of the hate the story might get but then I did it anyway because I'm not writing this for the praise. I want this story to have representation of different minority groups

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