Translated by Trash
Proofread by Daed and Silkscreen
Note: HA HA HA Akira, you can never escape from Kaede!!! Ahem, y'all have been waiting for this part so I hope you enjoy reading and have a great day~~
A refreshing Sunday morning.
The gentle light shines through the gaps between the curtains, making my room a very peaceful space.
It's vastly different from what I have in my head.
In my brain......my whole body is wrapped in a negative aura of a dirty colour that looked like it was made by mixing paints of various colours.
It's a dark age full of turmoil.
The cause is the 'confession terrorism' by Kaede yesterday.
'Terrorism', yes......that's terrorism.
Ever since that time, I've been obsessing over how I should handle this matter.
First, I was wondering if I should talk to big brother about it.
In the first place, big brother was the reason it happened.
Secondly, I was thinking of rejecting him, but......I gave up on that idea.
That's because I read this article by chance.
It was an article called "Manners When Rejecting A Confession From A Girl" that was featured at the top of the page on a casually opened search site.
Kaede isn't a girl, but let's go through it.
The points in the article are as it follows:
Answer immediately, do not drag it out.Flatly reject her.Don't give her hope.Don't mention it to any mutual acquaintances.
The above was mentioned.
During the confession, you should've made your decision already. If you still can't decide, reject her.
Furthermore, taking a long time to answer, expressing it gently, or making it seem like you're giving her hope will result in hurting the latter for a long time.
The reason to not mention it to any mutual acquaintances is because the right to talk about it should be entrusted to the girl who confessed as it may affect your friendship with them, including those around you'......Or so that was what was written.
When I read it, "I see, it just might be like that," I was convinced by it.
First of all, Kaede confessed, but I didn't feel the "then, let's date" situation happen.
I don't hate Kaede, but my intention to "not become a homo" is clear.
From now on, even if Kaede tells me to date him......I should reject him.
They said to 'not tell anyone' but it should be fine if the other party is big brother. I don't want to say it in detail without permission, so I thought of doing it according to the article.
I'll reject him, I'll flatly reject him!"
Following the instruction of 'answering immediately', I called Kaede right away.
It was late at night, but I wanted to settle this matter by today.
I will refuse to give hope, I'll say it clearly!
I'll definitely say it!
...Will I really be able to convey it properly?
I nervously listened to the sound of the connecting call.
As I did a simulation as to how I would tell him in my head, the sound of the call interrupted and I heard Kaede's voice.
"Akira? What's up?"
"N-no, it's about that time. I thought I should say it properly."
"......About me liking you?"
"Right, that. About that, uh......As I thought, I can't respond to your feelings."
Said it, I said it.
I was stuttering a little, but he should understand.
Let's wait for Kaede's reply.
As I thought, did I hurt him?
I wonder if it'll become awkward.
There were times I felt uneasy being around him, but it was fun and it wasn't bad.
When I think about that going away, I feel lonely.
"......Is that all you want to say?"
Kaede responded positively in a quiet voice.
I waited for Kaede to start talking,
"......Sighhh."
......Huh?
I heard an unexpected sigh.
He seems fine......Rather, his voice sounds like how one would make when they're amazed.
"Heyy, did you hear what I said? Were you possibly asleep? Didn't I tell Akira that I knew you didn't want to? That's why I said to 'come to like me from now on'!"
"I heard you! That's true, but......"
I wanted to say that I wasn't planning to become a homo, but......
"Don't think about unnecessary things, Akira just has to act stupid like you usually do."
"You, aren't you making fun of me?"
"I'm not. I like that part about you too."
"I-is......that so?"
If he says it like that, it's difficult to oppose him.
I kinda feel embarrassed and angry at the same time......but I don't want things to go wrong.
"You'll come to like me before you know it, so Akira doesn't have to do anything! But well, I'm glad you called me like this. It seems like I can meet you in my dreams too."
Please stop saying things that are troubling to answer.
As I was dumbfounded, Kaede wished me goodnight as he ended the call.
The dial tone echoed in my ear to let me know that the call ended.
"Why......"
I made a phone call to reject his feelings, but was ridiculed and scolded for nothing.
Is it normal for such a thing to happen!?
"I don't understand......"
What was wrong......me?
"No matter how hard you try, I don't plan on being a homo! It's useless!" Was it better if I had just declared that to him?
No, apart from my personality, I definitely can't say that.
'Clearly give a reply, don't give them hope'
Article God, I couldn't follow your teaching......
I spent the night with an indescribable feeling of defeat.
It's been a night, but I can't clear this uneasy feeling.
It remains in my chest.
"Even though it's Sunday."
It's a shame to end a supposedly fun Sunday depressingly.
"Let's go out for a change of pace!"
What I need now is to refresh myself.
I immediately changed my clothes and left the house without eating breakfast.
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