Chapter 13

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Ally's POV:

It's all to go to be true.

Ricky doesn't like me.

I'm stupid, fat, ugly, worthless, a waste of time, etc.

He can't like me.

After I pull away from the kiss I get up and run out of the room.

I run to the bathroom and lock the door behind me.

I hear Ricky banging on the door but I ignore it.

"Ally please come out! I'm sorry!" It sound like he's crying.

I think about cutting but I know that's not an option because then Ricky will.

I see there's a window in the bathroom so I climb out that.

Soon I hear Ricky break the door down but I'm already out the window.

There's a bush so I hide there till I know Ricky's gone.

Then go for a walk.

My phone kept ringing so I turned it off.

I find a park bench and sit on it.

After I have been there for a good hour I feel someone sit next to me.

It's Kian.

"Ally why did you run away?" He asks.

"Because I'm scared."

"Scared of what?"

"I'm scared Ricky will break my heart like my past boyfriends. They didn't care about me. They used me for sex. Then when they didn't get it they abused me. I'm terrified." I tell him.

"Ally Ricky's not like that. I'm not going to tell to date him if your not comfortable but give him a chance. Tell him how you feel. He will understand. And if he doesn't then he's not worth it. You have me and Connor to protect you." He tells me.

I hug Kian. I know I've only known him for a few days but he's like a brother to me. And for that I can't thank him enough.

We both get up and walk back to the house holding hands like siblings would.

Before we enter the house I tell Kian thank you one more time.

He smiles.

"If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here." He says.

Now it's my turn to smile.

Once we enter the house I'm attacked with questions.

"STOP!" I yell startling everyone.

I don't see Ricky there so I walk around everyone and go to his room.

He's not in there either so I leave him a note telling him I need to talk to him.

I go back downstairs and ask them where Ricky is.

"He went out to look for you. We told him you were back so he's on his way back." Sam tells me.

"Okay thanks." I say.

As soon as I say that I see Ricky enter the house. He looks me in the eye then looks away and walks upstairs.

What have I done?

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