death.

is this the end?

as emmas eyes open she had realised what she had done. her dad standing over her blood stained white dress her wrists where oozing with crimson red blood, she tried to sit up on the hospital bed but her dad pushed her back restraining her. he walks away without looking back with no words, i mean.. why would he say something? his only child just slit her arms in an attempt to end her life. theres not much a parent isnt gonna wanna say back to that. with tears in her eyes and her voice shaking she says softly"dad im sorry." as the doctor walks in she explained that emma was lucky to be alive and that she could go home the next day.

as she got home she noticed hunter standing outside her house after he heard what happened. he asked her if asked if she was feeling any better and explained that he could always speak to him if she needed it. her dad still didnt say anything to her and just looked at her in disbelief. over the weeks her arms healed. she went into therapy every week, hunter started talking to her more and helping her out with things. he walked her home everyday and walked with her to school. sat with her through therapy sessions.

as they where walking outside in the rain it was getting dark, there was a figure in the fog, elijahs figure in fact. emma runs up to him screaming elijahs name, he turns around realising it was her, the girl he loved, emma hugged him but he was quick to push her off and not say a word. emma soon realised what had happened and her heart shattered like a brick going through a window, as she turns around she looks at hunter and started crying into his arms. she shot to the floor with pain coursing through every vein in her body, head to toe. Hunter looks at emma helps her up and reassured her that veyerything will be okay, emma looks at him with rain falling down her pale cheeks as shes tremors from the cold.she looks him dead in his cerulean ethereal eyes, almost communicating with his inner thoughts. as he blinks she leans forwards with her brown hair laid flat on her dainty chest her cuffed rip jeans sat on her thighs perfectly as he runs his hand up them and he leans down, glaring at the love of his life into her empty eyes as they lean in closer and closer theyre lips brush against each other, they looks at each other both of theyre eyes lit up like fireworks, they tuirned around and started walking calmly home with music blasting.

her eyes fluttered as she woke up, lying next to the love of her life and feeling his warm breath on her face as he slowly wakes up, suddenly a phone started vibrating but it isnt yours you check his phone and you see its another girl under the name baby, she answered the phone with a feeling in chest, she spat out her words as fast as possible trying not to think the words "hello? whos this?" the girl stuttered asking who it was and why she was with her partner. Emmas heart drops to her feet and she starts to shout at hunter, screaming from pain she tells him to get his stuff and to get the fuck out.

she goes downstairs and makes some porridge, out of the corner of her eye she sees her dad standing over her she looks into his dead eyes and asked if hes okay, he nods and walks away. all of a sudden there is a knock on the door. its hunter, he was trying to get a second chance at love itself, he knew if he tried hard enough he will slowly get there, time had passed since it she found out. every night Emma would overthink and cried until she couldnt breath, Emma had fell into her old habbits again. Going to the bridge thinking about suicide where she found her best friend sitting on the tracks. and there he was, hunter full of regret she knew what she had done. she realised why he acted like himself, she realised it was her fault she realised he was suicidal because of her actions, but it was too late.. she screams his name as loud as she could but no noise was coming out, she couldnt move she felt like she was stuck to the floor, she couldnt do anything other then watch the love of her life kill himself because of her actions, "its all my fault..." she said as she fell to the floor wuth the feeling of a knife going through her heart. she screams in agony but picks herself up and starts running to the tracks. but he was gone, he had killed himself. Emma picked up the phone and dialed 999. things where just getting worse wasnt they.  she just watched her significent other kill himself and couldnt stop it.

Emma gets home and walks straight to her bathroom, after realising she could do it she did. she got the pills out and took every single one, she didnt even bother writing a note, with tears falling down her cheeks she ties her thin short hair up and puts on her best cloths. she brought a bottle of vodka with her and started cugging the bottle with every pill she could possibly find, big or  small high dosage or low dsage she took them all, her eyes became to lose colour along with her rosy pink lips, as the pills drop to the floor she falls with them, her pale hands smashed against the floor like her broken heart." I will be finally be happy"          as she smiled eligently, she took her last breath with regret in her mind, and pain in her heart.

happily
ever
after
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