See, I never saw myself as a boy. About 2 years ago, my brother made some new friends. These people were all into cosplay, goth aesthetics, and anime. My brother said I would get along so well with them, they were mostly a year to a year and a half older than me. He was right, I got along great with them. By now I am closer to them than he is. I bonded with these people, after joining a discord with them.
These people mostly all part of the LGBTQ+ community. One person, a they. A non binary, enby, person. I took a liking to this person, a platonic liking. They Taught me about they/thems, and he/theys. Neo-pronouns and being transgender. I realized that what I had felt...the dysphoria, the shyness, the "gender envy"...I knew who I was now. I was a man...or...a non binary person..? Or maybe just a lesbian? I liked girls- I had a crush on my ex-bff. But I liked boys as well...so after a while, my sexuality was confirmed. I was bisexual, or biromantic and asexual.
I am still figuring out my gender..I'm not a girl though. I am me. I think. As I write this page, I have a headache. I am trying to find a good binder to ask my mom for. Without outing myself. Might ask her if I can buy some cosplay stuff.
Thats all today actually. Sorry it's been so long, in the long run no one is even following my story yet.
-Alastor Epione
Thursday, March 11, 2021
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12 years
RandomThe story of 12 years. This story follows me in my discovery of myself and how I handled it. From friendships and first crushes, to getting my first binder. Follow me in my journey of being the person I always was meant to be. Saturday, February 20...
