Survive ♡︎ Na Jaemin

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They all welcomed Jiyeon to her room which was their guest room. It was all prepared and looked like how she saw it last time. Magical was one word she would describe it. It seemed like another person lived here but there was no other girl so who would it be. As she got out of the shower and wrapped herself with a towel, opening the door, Renjun was in her room. As she saw him, she immediately screamed. "uh, I came up to tell you that we're eating and would like you to join," he said as his face became flustered from seeing Jiyeon with only a towel on. "Okay, I'll be down. Can you get out so I can dress" she said shyly, "Yea-h of- course," Renjun said as he ran towards the door and left in a second

JIyeon was finally done dressing and went down towards the kitchen. She noticed there were two extra chairs no one was sitting in but all the guys were already there. As Jeno pulled her sister into the seat next to her which is also across from Jaemin, she became anxious. She hasn't really eaten and doesn't know what the feeling is like anymore. "Here, eat up," Jeno said with his sister as she also returned with a smile. As she stared at the plate, she tried to eat but it didn't work out. She took very tiny bits but it already made her full. She forced herself to eat more but it didn't work. She looked over at the guys and they were getting more food. They were having a normal stupid conversation making Jiyeon laugh for once.

"Jiyeon, you should eat more," Johnny said, "Oh, yeah," she said as she finally was able to force herself to take a 'big' bite that was actually normal. She finally stopped herself as she couldn't eat anymore. "thanks guys for the food, I'll go back upstairs," she said trying to avoid any questions but stopped with one of them asked. "You barely touched your food, you need to eat Jiyeon. This isn't good for your health" Kun said? "I ate and I am full. I just don't eat much, don't worry I'm fine," she said as she ran back upstairs. She laid down on the bed playing on her phone. She didn't have any social media mainly because of who would follow her if she didn't have any friends. She decided to watch some YouTube. She was watching funny cat videos when she heard a knock on the door.

"come in", "hey, we're gonna watch a show, wanna come," Winwin said

"Yeah sure, what show we watching"

"I think it's Wanda-Vision, the guys like it a lot. I haven't watched it yet"

As they both came downstairs, she sat at the corner of the sofa. While Jeno sat beside her, Jieyon, unfortunately, took all the blanket and she looked like a burrito but she was comfortable. She soon fell asleep on the couch after the third episode. Although it was interesting for her, she was worn out from everything. She wasn't able to sleep before she just knocked out on the couch. Jeno saw her and decided to carry her back to her room. While carrying her, she kept twitching and it seemed like she was having a nightmare. Jiyeon was indeed having one and her nightmare was the same that played over and over again.

"please don't hurt me. I'm sorry" she cried out

"sorry won't do anything," Ms.Lee said

"you should've listened to us back then. This is why you're like this, a piece of shit making you what" Mr.Lee said laughing

"Worthless, I know I am. Don't kill me please" She whimpered

"Jieyon, you know I will always kill you right. Hope to see you in your nightmares" Ms.Lee said smirking

As Jeno placed her in her bed, she woke up immediately not able to breathe. she inhaled for air rapidly as if the air would only last for the next few seconds. She began having a panic attack. This was normal and why she was never able to sleep much. Jiyeon was always woken up with this nightmare and she didn't know what to do. "Omg Jiyeon, you're okay. I'm here. Breathe okay" he said as he patted her back. Jiyeon kept on trying to breathe and exhale. Jeno grabbed some water for her and she drank in all in one gulp. She finally calmed down a bit after drinking the water. She was still tired but afraid to sleep anymore.

"Jeno, can you stay here," she asked, "Do you wanna stay with me in my room, I think it's more comfortable" he asked making her nod her head. As Jiyeon lied down with Jeno by her side, she was still scared. She suddenly remembered the sleeping and anxiety pills she would always take when she woke up from a nightmare. She wasn't home and don't have them when she needed them the most. She made a note to herself to bring them when she comes back. "Do you want me to hug you to sleep like we used to?" he asked but Jiyeon was scared to answer. "I'm guessing that's a yes. Good night Jiyeon, I'll be here for you okay. Sleep now" he said as he put his arms around her and which Jiyeon eventually did fall asleep.

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So I uploaded a lot today :) and also I wrote the past two chapter on my computer instead of my phone and I like it so much better but I'm scared for any grammar or typo mistakes so sorry about that