Survive ♡︎ Na Jaemin

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"Uhh, why are we all here?" Jaemin asked. "Sit down first" Doyoung commanded while the rest were shocked that Nina was here as well. As one of the members was about to speak out, Taeyong went first and interrupted him. "Jiyeon's here," he said as he started into Jeno's eyes. Jaemin stood up from his seat and asked "Seriously, why is she always here?" he said while showing a bit of anger in his voice. "Stop being angry" Jungwoo whispered to him as he pulled his sleeve to make him sit back down? "Where?" Jeno asked as he was going to leave

"You can't go in. Nina should go" Taeyong gestured to Nina as she left to go upstairs, she knocked on the door forgetting that she couldn't even answer or open the door so she just opened it herself before anyone could speak. She saw Jiyeon staring at the ceiling. "oh god, you're awake. How are you?" she asked immediately as she rushed over to Jiyeon's side. "Okay, tired but I can manage" as she showed her smile. "can you stop doing that please," Nina said, "doing what?" she said confused.

"acting like you're fine. I saw what happened at school and I know it's too much to handle. Finding out your brother is apart of a gang" she continues. Jiyeon's eyes went wide, "How did you-"

"You forgot I'm the girlfriend of Jungwoo right" as Jiyeon nodded to her response. "are you-" Jiyeon started but couldn't finish her sentence, "am I what". "Are you part of the gang too?" she asked scared for her response. "no I'm not, but I know about it. I help out on some missions but I'm not officially apart of it." Nina said explaining her situation since she was afraid of being in a gang. Nina wanted to join but not officially. Taeyong was nice and allowed her to go on missions when a girl was needed but they never bothered her to join officially since it would be too much for a girl like her to handle.

"oh" was the only thing that came out of her mouth, "Do you wanna talk about anything" she brought up. "nothing much, just tired of life as usual" Jiyeon said laughing but as she looked to Nina's eyes, it was filled with sincerity and sorrow. "Do you want anyone, Jeno? I have a date with Jungwoo soon and I don't wanna leave you alone"

"Nah it's fine, kinda want to be alone. Thanks for the offer" She smiled at her generosity. "Can you help me get ready then?" Nina asked with her famous smile that could make anyone do anything for her. 'Of course" she said as Nina dragged her to Jungwoo's room. "What about this" Nina asked Jiyeon as she showed her dark navy blue dress with lace on the top. "Ehh, you have better dresses," she said as Nina told her it was for a fancy date. "Okay, umm how about this one then" showing her a tight green dress that matched her style? "YES" Jiyeon screamed happily as she pushed Nina towards the bathroom to change.

Nina came out and Jiyeon was in shock. Her best friend looked way too amazing. "Wanna pass some beauty to me" she joked, "Girl, you pass it to me," Nina said laughing. They decided to do more of a natural makeup look than a full-on glam look. As Jiyeon put the eyeshadow on, she wondered what the rest was doing. "There you go, look," she said as she passed a mirror to Nina. "It's amazing, thanks babe," she said as she hugged Jiyeon, "Now go, you don't wanna be late right" as she pushed her out the door meeting Jungwoo in a nice black suit. "wow, you look gorgeous," Jungwoo said, "thanks, but it's all Jiyeon's talent," she said laughing. "It's not my talent, I just had a beautiful model," she said as she left the room. Jiyeon went back to her own room and decided to sleep. She was too lazy to shower so she decided to show in the morning.

As Jiyeon jumped into bed, she couldn't help to wonder again. She never talked to someone about her issues and it felt weird to say in general. She shook it off and just decided to sleep. As she knocked out, the other members were all dead asleep too besides Jungwoo as he wasn't even home.

"you know, you really don't know anything my daughter," Ms.Lee said, "I know more than you, and how can you call me daughter now" she screamed out. "You have to do this or else I will kill them" Ms.Lee pointed to a picture of all the guys, Jiyeon, and Nina hugging each other. "Please, leave them alone" as she went down to her knees begging her mother . "Take the deal or else-" Ms.Lee said

Jiyeon woke up with sweat all over her face. What was she dreaming about? She started crying from seeing her mother in the dream. It was 2 am and she just woke up from a so-called nightmare. Jiyeon kept on crying as she thought more about the dream. While the neighbor couldn't sleep, Jaemin was tired from the amount of work he had left to do. He decided to sleep at 2 after finishing everything needed and editing the photos of the members for his photography class. He was about to knock out until something woke him up. Crying noises.

"Ugh, who's crying right now," he said annoyed. He soon heard talking and realized it was a girl's voice. He knew Jungwoo and Nina had a date and they probably wouldn't come home so the only person left would be JIyeon. He decided to ignore it but couldn't as her cries became louder to him. Jaemin ruffled his hair in annoyance and got up to Jiyeon's door. As he swings open the door, he saw a girl with her knees up to her face as they were covering her. "Can you please shut up, I'm trying to sleep" Jaemin said with annoyance in his voice. "I'm sorry, you can go back to sleep," she said as she looked up to who was speaking. She then remembered when Jisung told her that Jaemin can't sleep if the whole house is peaceful and quiet.

"You're living here for free and you keep disturbing us, can't you just be quiet," he said as he left back to his room! "I'm sorry," she said as she stopped being loud but not stopping her tears. "I'm bothering them" she mumbled to herself. She passed out soon as she cried herself to sleep. She hated herself even more with the thought of how she kept needing someone to save her and bothering others. She wanted to be gone but she couldn't do anything anymore.

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