STILES | AVENGERS

1. Everything I Did Was For Nothing

"Scott just tell me how to fix this alright. just tell me what you want me to do." Stiles tried to tell Scott that he's just a human, he tried to tell him that Donovan was going to kill him and then his dad, he shamelessly asked him if he trusted him and he saw how Scott flinched away from him like he's some monster.

Now he just want to know how he can make it right. Just want to know what his punishment is for being the one to survive.

"Don't worry about Lydia ,Malia or liam. don't talk to satomi's pack from now your not pack Stiles just tell your dad what you did." Scott said, without looking at him and went inside the clinic leaving Stiles there after taking avery person from Stiles life.

Stiles don't know what to do now, he didn't think his punishment will be that big. That's his biggest fear of being alone since the day his mom died in front of him will be true.

He can't feel rain anymore he can't feel staring wheel he feel like his brain and body are not working together he know it's dangerous but he couldn't care less.

He know he have to tell his dad but avery time his dad failed him in past was coming to him. When his mom died he was alone there with her but he know his dad doesn't know his mom is gone but he still wish he was there to hold him as his world was falling apart with his mom's last breath.

After his mom's death his dad drown himself in his bottles. He just kept his room locked and try to tell himself that his dad was heart broken after mom and he needs some time that he will be ok again but stiles can't stop himself from wishing that his dad will realise just how much he needs him too.

One day before his mom's funeral his uncle showed up. As soon as stiles saw him he can't stop all the tears he was forced to keep inside since he realise his mom was going to leave him. His uncle just cradle him in his arms and let him cry, after that he put him in his bed and told him to sleep. Before drifting of he heard his uncle cleanig all mess his dad have made and cursing his brother's condition .

His uncle and Scott keep him going throughout funeral. After some hours of funeral his uncle was leaving. He gave Stiles some numbers and told hime to call if he need something. He just nods and hope he was able to show he was grateful becouse he knew if he said something he will be begging his uncle to not go.

Next some months were darkest of his life he don't want to even think about them but after one night witch he would describe as hell his dad was able to come out of his downfall.

Slowly he feel like his hands were holding something. it was stairing wheel his lag was on gas he was driving. He was going to station to tell his dad about Donovan. He look around and realise he was on border of beacon hills, he didn't know when he got their. He want to revers and go back. But that simple thought terrified him before he can think he was driving again he have no idea where he will go but he was not going back.

When he reached border of California he stopes on a gas station he fulls his tank and before swiping his card he stops. He don't think anyone will be even searching for him and even if they will, he know what to do next he swiped his card and went into a store and buy sime food and water he is not hungry but he know his body needs something to keep going. Then he took some money out of ATM and threw his card in trash can he started driving west and he just kept driving.

After 2 maybe 3 days honestly he don't know Roscoe gave out he tried avery thing but nothing happened. So he just put as much as he can in his page pack and start walking he left his keys in his jeep bytheway it's a easy thing to find if someone want the can take it back to beacon hills.

After walking whole day he decided to sleep under a tree. He know maybe it's one of the biggest stupid thing he have done but he know he will not die he promised someone he won't wast his life.

He is walking from maybe a cople of weeks he eats when he feels like need to. he cleans himself on rest stopes.

when he reached new york he realised with increasing horrer where he is going his. He spend three days on debating going or not. But stiles is tired. Tired of averything actually he know if he turned around he wouldn't make it through winter, and despite averything he can't die so he grab his backpack and starts walking toward his last hope of redemption.

After antring in city it wasn't hard to fade into the background. When he reached his uncle's apartment he can't bring himself to ring the doorbell so he just slid besides door with his back pressed against wall curl into himself. it's about to snow he knows that becouse he is shivering.

But he just pulls his hoodie close to his body and closes his eyes.