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In which: a girl lets her insecurities take over. Finn isn't famous, and attends school. I don't mean this to be offensive in anyway, I just feel everyone suffers from insecurities from time to time, and I would consider this a comfort chapter.
Warnings: possible swearing and self starvation and self harm. If you aren't comfortable please skip ahead!
Y/N FROM a young age has had insecurities, from being bullied at a young age to the start of her teen years, self awareness has always been apart of her. She always felt like she wouldn't get a boyfriend because of these insecurities, until she found Finn. Finn made her forget about these insecurities, for a bit. Then they returned. Worse than ever.
Y/N POV I SAT in my room, usually I'd be hanging out with Finn, but my insecurities have came back and I keep feeling like I'm being clingy, so I barley text him anymore. We've talked twice in the past week. I've started starving myself, to make me feel pretty ( your fucking stunning) it's not really working. Finns currently blowing up my phone.
the frog king hey, wanna hang out today?
Me Can't
The frog king okay tomorrow ? read 1:25
I CLOSED my eyes sighing, I hated turning Finn down, I just couldn't see him right now. I began getting hungry again, so I decided to do something to distract myself, I got up and turned on my PlayStation and played minecraft ( fight me minecraft is good ) I got a invite from Finn but decided to ignore it, then he began calling me, I literally screamed, like screamed in frustration, I went over and plugged out the PlayStation, and went outside to kick a ball at a wall, trying to get my anger out.
‼️SELF HARM‼️ AFTER A FEW minutes of doing that I felt a lot better, I went inside to see y/g/n "y/n love are you ok, you haven't been with Finn in almost two weeks, you two are basically joint at the hip" they chuckled saying the last part "well he's just busy I guess" I said kind of running into the bathroom, I instantly broke down crying, I went to the drawer under the sink and pulled down the familiar blade, I dragged it across my skin, tears falling down my face, i was totally numb.
I GOT UP and fixed my makeup and made it look like I was ok, like always, I went back into my room and saw like a ton of messages from Finn
The frog king Are you ok
Y/n please answer me
we haven't seen each other in ages
I miss you
Please just tell me your ok
If you don't I'm coming over
Me Finn, I'm fine.
I SIGHED and lay on my bed, I soon fell asleep.
TIME SKIP TO MONDAY AT SCHOOL
I HAD TO go to school today, I had to face Finn. I put on my shoes and went downstairs y/g/n was there "aren't you going to eat love" they asked "oh no I'm not really hungry, thanks though" I smiled leaving the house, me and Finn always walked to school, so I walked fast. I made it to school without seeing Finn, I ran into school and got to my locker, I opened it and took out my books and stuff, I closed it shut to be faced with Finn leaning on the locker Beside mine "why didn't you wait for me this morning" Finn asked pouting, I just shrugged in response and began speed walking, Finn caught up with me again, fuck his long legs, he placed his arm around me, I shook it off and practically ran to my first class
FINN POV
WHAT is up with y/n, she's acting strange, I went to my first class and sat next to jack, "jack, I think somethings wrong with y/n" I said to him "why" he asked confused "she's just not hanging out with me anymore or texting me, we usually walk to school and this morning she didn't wait, then I went to put my arm around her and she just shrugged me off and ran to her first class" I admitted tugging on my curls "just ask her honestly" he says "you don't think I've tried that jack" I say sarcastically, "I don't know then, you finn you'll figure something out."
‼️ Start SPEAKS ‼️
Part two out tomorrow bestiecakes. Also my new book with be out in like two Days, I'm just writing 5 chapters then it'll be up!
