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Without her #36

Gaeges POV

I put my phone down when i hear "the person you are trying to contact is-" she blocked me. She blocked me? Why would- what the fuck am i doing?

It's been days since luna left...left me. She saw what I wish she never did see. Fucking ashley. She had to ruin everything. Luna is the only girl that ever made me feel so...so right. I don't know how to explain it. Luna made me want to feel everything. The anger, the sadness, the happiness, the joy, the urge to be next to her. I wanted to feel everything as long as she was right there with me.

But then here I am all alone in her room. Sitting on her floor looking up at her painting wishing she was right next to me. By my side, I wish to feel her warmth, her eyes looking into mine, her smile, the energy she had when she was around. But I am here all alone just looking at her things, wishing she was with me.

Why does Ashley ruin everything? She always comes back into my life. She is like a fly that can never be killed. She had to ruin this. The only thing that was actually special in my life. She had to fucking ruin it. I worked so hard for her to never find me again yet she found me and took the most important person in my life, luna.

Luna is the only girl I wanted to be happy with. To cry, laugh, and have all the good and bad things in life.

The days without her are long and never ending. She never picks up my phone. She slept...with him and acted as if she wasn't hurting. She didn't even look me in the eyes but i could tell she didn't want to look weak. I know her more than she knows. I know she was...is in pain but she won't let me fix it.

Why did she walk in then and there? Fucking ashley. I was finally happy. I moved on from Ashley. Ashley, the girl I thought I was in love with. But then, I found luna the girl who made my insides explode with nerves and excitement. Ashley had nothing on luna. Luna was the only girl I will ever genuinely love. Ashley was like a drug. A drug you got tired from. Luna was something else, the feelings I had for her were never ending.

Ashley had nothing on luna. Luna made me want to rip my hair out but made me want to be so close to her. She was...is perfection at its finest.

Luna needs to come back. She needs to be here with me. She needs to know what really happened. I can't let her go without telling her what really happened.

I never cheated. I never would do that to the women I love so much. Ashley was a girl I had a thing with back in highschool before I dropped out. We stayed together but a year ago I knew what we had wasn't real. She was only with me because I gave her a home. She was alway high and never wanted to get a job. I would try to help her out but every weekend she take my credit card and say she was going on a girls trip but then i found out she go to hotels and fuck other guys. And when i wasn't around she bring them to my fucking home. My house! A place I let her live for free and for years but she was never happy. She cheated and I always forgave her. And when she finally decided she didn't need me she left with a note on my door saying bye.

I didn't even feel sad. I felt relieved that this lech left me. I changed all the locks and my phone number. But she came back begging for her to come back. I knew I was going to give in so I moved. But she found me. Then I moved again. But she always fucking finds me. But why did she have to be on my bed and naked. Did she know that Luna and I were a thing? Did she want to ruin that?

Fuck! Why did she have to make my life a living hell! All I cared about is luna. I just wanted her next to me. I wanted to hold her. Feel her against me. Then I hear the front door open. I hear someone walking and they stop in front of Luna's room door. I don't turn around, I just stare at the ceiling where Luna hung up her galaxy. She just rearrange them to where jupiter and saturn alined.