The one dm (Juicy fruit snacks x reader)

akward encounter #41

writers note: hi guy!!!!!! im so sorry that i haven't been posting so much a lot has happened in my life. i don't really want to get into it if yall just want to read what I write. sorry its short I will try to keep up. and things might get messed up since I haven't written in a long time. but I will try to write more. anyways kets get reading!!!!! 

Days have passed and Ethan hasn't talked to me. If I walk into the same room as him he leaves saying he needs to do something and Angel has noticed. He asked me about it and I don't know how to respond. I know I should be honest with Angel but he might step in and I don't want that. I have put him into a lot of stress already about me coming back, my heart break and my heart attack, so i just say i dont know whats up with him.

But speaking of my heart. I still haven't given anyone the code for the app to monitor my heart. I should do that but I have to go to the hospital to see what my verdict is about traveling.

It's intense in the apartment with Ethan so I just want to leave. I gather my things and head out, at least I can drive my van. Finding parking in Boston sucks but after 30 minutes I finally find one 5 minutes walk from the hospital.

I wait 20 minutes and they call my name. They check my temperature, blood pressure and weight. Soon after the doctor comes in and we talk seriously. I can go to Florida but I can't drive there since it will be long and could stress me out. And that if i do come back i need to be driven out here or take a plane. I can not drive far distances and i need to give my code out before i go and that's that. I head home and start packing. I don't want to be here any longer.

When Angel comes back i am going to give him my code and head see if he can drive me to florida and ill pay for plane ticket back. I hope he does cuz it will be fun have a trip with him.

In the meantime, I called Gabby. She should get the code since we have been close and she is the only person I can really count on in that house. We talk for none stop and she asked me if i am still moving to a different apartment.

I dont want to be a bother with them moving all my crap and maybe gaege and me will work out so they might have to move my stuff back so i make the decision for my things with gaege. I know i could be making a big mistake but i just feel bad that they will be doing all this work for me.

After talking for while i hang up since i think i hear angel coming back from work, i go out of my room and open it to see ethan. Like this isnt awkward.

"Oh ummm...hi" i say side stepping so he can enter the apartment. He softly says hi with a grunt and walks to the kitchen. I just rool my eyes.

I head to my room but he calls my name out. "Yes" i say turing to face him.

"Can we talk" he walks closer to me. I dont know what to do, so i just stand there.

"Wh-what do you want to talk about?" i stubber slightly.

"About us?" he says getting closer sitting on the couch.

"There is no us ethan." i say trying to keep my composer.

"Yes i know you have made that very clear." he chuckles lightly. "I am fine with just being friends. Your a cool girl and i would like you in my life even if its just friends." he lightly smiles.

'So your not mad at me??" i ask. Theirs a glare in his eye that make me feel iffy about him meaning what he says.

"No, not anymore." he says going back to the kitchen.

"Okay cool." i say going back into my room. I dont know if that went well or did i just imagine it. I still feel like hes mad at me.

-later-

After we have dinner I talk to Angel and he has my code but he has to work overtime at his job so I need to find someone else. Which is a bummer since I wanted to spend time with him. And Mark cant go either since he missed a lot at work when i was in the hospital. So I have to find someone else. But the only people I am close to just said they can't so I don't know what to do? Then i see ethan knocking on my door seeing me pack.

"Hey can i come in?" he said, i just nod and he walks in.

"What do you need?" ii ask sounding a little harsh than i mean to, packing is stressful.

"Angel told me if it was okay with you I could drive you to florida?" he said a bit shy and timid.

"I mean if you want to then yea, sure you can come. But you have to drive and i will pay for your plane ticket back to boston" i say i look up from packing and i can see he wants to say something. He notices me looking at him that he tries to change his face completely.

"Its just that i really wanted to get to know florida. I have never traveled that far from the states." he says a bit worried.

"Well i dont know about that. Its just that where would you stay? And what would u do?" i ask. I really dont want him to think i will be hanging out with him. Im only going for my work.

"I will think of something. I just really want to get to know somewhere else thats not mas." (short for massachusetts) he says rubbing the back of his head.

"Sure i guess so. If your insisting then i dont see why not but we need to talk about a date for your ticket." i say continuing packing.

He walks away and for the rest of the day im pack up what ever i can. I really dont want to hang out with ethan for anylonger than i should. He said something i cant forget that i feel uncomfortable around him. I just hope he understands. I really need space. I fucked up big time leading him on. 

next chapter: I don't have anything for the next chapter but hopefully soon I will anyway have a good day/ night. be safe! and sneeze on ur enemies